After The Past || 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 ✞

(Fifteen) 7th Grade

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(Short chapter)
Welp 7th grade sucked.
Sakura was with this dude kinda and he had a girlfriend. But they would get together and stuff. That's kinda where it all started with Sakura. Where everyone started to kinda see her true colors.

Well um this one time I tell a friend she made me insecure an I didn't tell her because it's my insecurities to talk about and like I said I dislike when people tell me and put their insecurities on me so I don't do it either. But I barley told anybody and someone told her. To this day I still don't know who told her.

But when she found out and confronted me about my own insecurities I was upset because I only told people I trusted and whoever it was they suck. That's where my trust issues worsened.

I tried to ask kamachi if she told her and if she denied. But kamachi basically told her what I said and Sakura came up to me saying "Stop involving people". Idk but I always remembered what she said to me. But all I remember was being sad that day and Nakasawa and Natsume just helping me out. Only because I felt so betrayed and uncomfortable. It just showed how fast she can switch on people, people that are her "friends"

Also Matsuzawa told me that she basically told a lot of people what happened and it made me mad but just adding to the sadness at the same time. But ig while we were on a trip we were chill again. Even if she did say "sorry," I could say "it's ok", but I can't let go of my past as easily and I cry about everything that happens to me to this day.

5th period
Toward the end of the year I sat at a table with Otomo, Kunie, & Yaiyami. But Kunie would invite Kazunori to the table so he would basically take me spot and I was always just there. Only because Otomo and Yaiyami would y'all and Kunie and Kazunori would talk. It was a table meant for 4 people. I felt like the 5th wheel.

But that's when I started talking to Julia..

So I like deleted all my memes cause I needed storage, so I put it in google photos. But then I need to save them again but ahhh ok bye.