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3-9-20
So today was just horrible and idk why but I felt so uneasy.
Like today I had to do 2 MELCons for my first 2 classes. Then in 3rd period I got yelled at because I was showing two people something for my story. And the teacher showed up and started yelling at me for having it but she said like "she didn't care if I was done with the work already". I literally was gonna show them one thing and put it away, but I got yelled at. I hate being yelled at honestly. I just get nervous in a way because all the attention is on me. And I really don't like that 😑. I don't know how to really explain. I just get nervous when I'm called on in class and it's only me talking. I just don't like it.
After school
So after school we were doing a new song (I'm in band btw) and I wasn't really familiar with it so I didn't really know it. But after school in a way get insecure cause I have to move around and stuff. I kept messing up and moving very awkwardly. Just with the baggy clothes I had on felt even weirder. Also at this point I really don't to talk to anyone cause no one really does like when we're just sitting down and talking and I'm lowkey talking to my self.
But for most of the day I just wanted to go home and cry. I didn't feel great. And I just wanted to be with my mom since she lost the baby she was gonna have. But yeah I just don't really want to talk to anyone or even open my mouth 😅. So here I am writing about this.
I'm gonna write a few chapters like later cause I'm tryna eat. Also I haven't been eating lately either. Idk what's wrong. Who am I even more?
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After The Past || 𝚋𝚎𝚝𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜 ✞
AcakThis is basically a story of my life so far and how my last year I get to spend with my friends. This story in voles drama and changes in life ✔ I really don't have high expectations for this
