Would You See Me?

Chapter 26

OH YEAH. IF YOU FORGOT...THE WHOLE STORY WAS IN A FLASHBACK UNTIL NOW. OKAY.

****Present Time****

****Zayn's POV****

I made a mistake. It wasn't supposed to happen how it did. If I wouldn't have been such a douche...

"Zayn, come on," Harry spoke emotionless as he barged in my room. I sighed standing up. I didn't know if I could do the concert. I couldn't think about anything but...

"Zayn!" Harry shouted bringing me out of my thoughts only momentarily. I nodded and followed him out of my flat. I felt my hands clench as I walked along the familiar foot prints already embedded in the tough gravel. The foot prints I'd stomped back in after I left...I felt tears burning behind my eyes in pure anger. It wasn't fair. 

"You're the one who made the decision, and now you learn to deal with it," Liam spat as I crawled into the van with the other four boys.

"Yeah, I know," I growled as we headed to the venue we were performing at.

"Why didn't you-" Niall started, but I stopped him.

"I don't want to talk about it okay?" I replied aggravated as I looked out the window. The other boys conversed quietly while I was left alone to my haunting thoughts.

"Get your head in the game, we've got to give a hell of a performance tonight," Louis spoke giving me a pat on the back gently. I nodded shrugging his hand off my shoulder. The van stopped and I took a deep breath. I put a smile on my face as I stepped out of the van into a crowd of thousands of screaming girls. 

****Natalie’s POV****

From Zayn: Please call me. It’s been almost a year and we haven't talked.

I stared at the text and wanted to call Zayn so bad, but I couldn’t. I just couldn’t.Tears started to fall down my cheeks and I turned my phone off. I was sick of this. Everyone told me to forgive Zayn and Jessica. They were drunk, they didn’t mean it, but I couldn’t tell myself that. Harry was better with Jessica, but he was still really distant from Zayn from what Liam told me.

“Natalie,” I heard someone whisper and I spun around to see Zayn at the door.

“Get the fuck out,” I spat and he sighed shutting the door and coming over to me.

“Natalie, I’m fucking in love with you. Do you understand that? Over these last eight months I’ve done nothing but think about you. I didn’t hook up with ANY other girls. I’ve just been thinking about YOU,” he spoke holding my chin so I had to look into those eyes. Jesus I had missed those eyes. Zayn had missed out so much. I could actually drive and read now! I was normal finally.

“You slept with my best friend and got her pregnant Zayn. You realize that if that baby is yours…you’re with Jessica for life whether you like it or not,” I spoke as I pulled out of his touch.

“Nat...please give me another chance. I’m miserable,” he pleaded, but I shook my head.

“You tell me if that baby is yours or not and then maybe I’ll very slightly consider it,” I spoke flipping through a magazine and Zayn sighed softly.

“I love you,” he whispered kissing my forehead as quick as possible before he left. I prayed and prayed that the baby was Harry’s, because I didn’t know how long I could keep my hands off Zayn…

****Zayn’s POV****

I got home from the concert and Natalie’s and just fell onto my bed. I laid in the bed and cried into a pillow. Just to be able to hear her voice and to see her…it killed me. God she was so beautiful, I’d almost forgotten how beautiful she was. Just to be able to touch her and stare into those eyes. If only she knew how much I actually loved her.

“Zayn, are you okay?” Jessica asked coming into my room and I sighed breathing into the pillow. Jessica and Harry had been staying in my flat for the last few weeks in case the baby came.

“No, I'm not okay,” I whispered and she came over rubbing my shoulder. I spun around and looked at her. Her stomach was bugling out and she rubbed her hand along it.

“After the baby comes…it’ll be hopefully okay,” she spoke and I stood up angrily and shook my head.

“I love her Jessica, and I lost her because of one stupid mistake,” I growled and she stood up appalled.

“This, this is a mistake? This could be yours!” Jessica screamed pointing at her stomach and I sighed running a hand through my hair.

“What’s going on?” Harry asked coming in and wrapping his arm around Jessica. I could tell by the look in his eyes that he was still devastated about Jessica and that he still hated me more than ever.

“Nothing,” I mumbled walking away and going down into the bathroom. I sat down on the toilet seat and rubbed my face. I pulled up my phone and wanted to call Natalie sooo bad, but I couldn’t do that. She wouldn’t answer anyways.

“Zayn! Come on! Jessica’s water just broke!” Harry screamed and I jumped up grabbing my phone and ran out to see Jessica buckling over in pain.  

A/N: Decided to put this at the end (: and add the little "A/N" HEHE. BTW, this is where I just started getting really sloppy with this story. I apologize. Hope you still like it. Thoughts? Please comment and vote <3