You're Mine (Tyler White)

Chapter 6

A week has passed since Tyler and I started dating. Things have turned around so quickly being with him. I don't regret coming to Mississippi anymore.

I walked outside to get the mail, grabbing Marie's bills and magazines. I flip through a little magazine while strolling back up the driveway. I set the pile of mail on the table and walk over to the jar of snacks Marie keeps. Opening up a brownie I see a small envelope fall out of the pile.

"Here Marie this fell.." My voice slowly fades away as I see it's to me. I take the envelope downstairs and sit on my bed and slowly open it and read what it says.

"I love you. Plain and simple. I'm infatuated by every ounce of you. Whether you are laughing until you cry or have someone make you laugh while you're crying. I'm consumed by all that you are. Every detail big and small is perplexingly amazing to me.

I also hate you with a passionate heart. You have ruined me. Everything I stood for. Everything I once knew. I never thought that looking into someone's eyes could brighten up the worst day. Or that seeing that flawless smile would put a little one on mine just because the happiness you have in so infectious. I hate that you have full control over me. That I'm like a little puppet to you. That everything you do effects me is such a large way.

I haven't figured out which one hold more precedence to me.

But I can tell you that the smile you spread will put smiles on the saddest of people. And that your loving arms will be the warmest embrace the lonely souls have had in a long time. I long for the compassion you have for the well being of others. That one person could be in the dark and you would shed some light into their life. I know I've experienced an ounce of the love you can give. And the man who will be lucky enough to call you the love of her life will more than likely never be me because you can fall in love but that holds no promises that the other person will fall in love with you as well. The children that will be able to crawl up into your lap while you sip tea in the living room after they've had a bad dream will never be able to grasp how amazing of a mother they have. Being around you and speaking to you makes me forget the issue at hand and just rapidly fall for you over and over again.

I've never been so indulged by every little aspect of someone or crave a person so much in a way that no physical action could fulfill. So much pain is around in this gruesome world that very little good is left, and I have found it in you."

After reading the letter I stare at it blankly for a few minutes trying to piece together all of this.

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A/N that letter was written by me sooooo yeaaaaaa. I haven't updated in a long time ahahahaha. Sorry I'm trying to fix that. Btwww I did change my @ on Twitter to @saintsides sooo yea.