Falling down the rabbit hole

Safe

I AM SORRY IT HAS BEEN SO LONG
I AM SORRY I SUCK
I AM SORRY THIS CHAPTER SUCKS
I AM SORRY IT IS REALLY SHORT
I AM SORRY I AM THE WROST PERSON EVER
I AM SORRY
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I start crying. They don't get it no one gets it. Fuck them. Fuck all if them. I don't need them.
I'm leaving.
I get dressed, I just put on plain clothes and my beanie. Then I grab my backpack and put four shirts, 1 pair of jeans, 1 pair of shorts, my wallet, antidepressants and my phone in side.
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I've been walking for about a half hour when I get there, Josh's house. I knock on the door.
"Finally! You were taking fore- oh it's you," Matt opens the door. He looks annoyed. "Josh isn't home," he say closing the door.
"Where is he?" I ask, pushing it open.
"He want to get KFC."
"I'll wait for him then," I say pushing past Matt to get inside.
"What ever," he says, closing the door behind him.
I walk into the lounge room. I see Stacy sitting watching tv.
"What are you doing here?" She says when she sees me.
"No umm... What are you doing here?" I ask her.
"I live here," she's says.
"We both do," Matt chimes in.
"Since when?" I ask.
"Since last week," Stacy answers.
"What about Adam?" I ask. Adam is the only one of Josh's friends I know very well. he is really nice and has lived with josh since we stared going out.
"Yeah he still lives here," Matt says. "He's just with josh getting KFC."
"But there are only 3 rooms... How do you all live here?," I ask.
"Oh my god do you ever shut up?" Stacy asks. "Matthew sleeps on the couch. Now are we done with all the questions?"
"Um yeah, okay." I say.
*nock nock nock*
"I'll get it," Matt says.
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"Wait your cool with it?" I ask in shock.
"Of course," Josh says "why wouldn't I be?"
"I don't know." I say.
"Stay as long as you want." He says as he kisses me on the forehead.
"What about money? Rent? And what about Stacey and Matt?" I ask.
"Your old enough to get a job aren't you? And for the time being I'll look after the money side of things but, what do you mean about Stacey and Matt?" He asks.
"I don't think they like me very much." I answer.
"Don't worry about them, I'll take care of it." He says as he pulls me in and kiss me on the lips this time, and for the first time in ages I feel safe.
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So yeah um yeah
I will try to post more
I probs won't post for at least a week or two but as soon as holidays start I will try to post a few days a week.
Okayyyyy?
Good :)))
Pls point out any spelling/grammar mistakes
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Stat safe kids xx
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AML