Falling down the rabbit hole

School

Idk what to call this chapter so yeah school

And um it's been a little while yeah sorry about that, I don't like this chapter very much but I really like the next one so yeah,

Enjoy...

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"Alice!" Someone yells, as I walk to my locker.

I can only just hear them over my head phones.

"Aliceeeeeee!" They yell again.

I try to act like I can't hear them, they are probably calling yelling for a different Alice anyway.

"ALICEEEE BLACK! I know you can hear me!"

Damn it

I turn around to find that it's Hannah doing the yelling.

"Hello Hannah" I mumble.

"Hi Alice" she says smiling, "where were you on the weekend? I tried calling you to hang out but you didn't answer,"

"Idk I was busy I guess," I say but we both know that's BS

"Hey umm, Isn't that your sister?" Hannah say pointing to a girl and a boy making out.

god it is Sophie.

"Ew yes,"

"She's so pretty!"

"I guess so.."

Hannah is right Soph is beautiful. She looks a bit like me, I mean we have the same face (her nose is a little bit smaller) we have the same eyes (hers are a little bit bigger) we have the same hair (hers is a little bit longer) the biggest difference between us is that I'm 5'5 and she's 5'1. I've never understood why. She's two and a half years older than me.

The bell interrupts my train of thought.

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"Hi," tom smiles at me as I sit down next to him.

"Yo," I say back messing up his soft black hair.

"Hey!" he says punching me in arm.

"Bitch, don't touch me I will cut you," I say back trying to keep a straight face, I fail at that, badly.

"Big words for such a little girl," he hisses at me as he puts his fringe back in place.

"We are like the same hight and I'm two days older than you! Also... you look much better with your hair out of your face."

"Ooooooo" says a voice coming from behind us, turn around to see the voice belongs to Amy, Amy Westlake. She is the basically the worst person alive.

"Amy fuck off ok?" Tom says.

"It's not my fault Alice is in love with you." Amy says her eye glowing. I swear I was about to punch her.

"Oh wait your sleeping with that 19 year old aren't you? You little -" she gets cut off when the teacher comes in.

I try to listen in class but it's hard for me. I end up thinking about other things.

I count the number of people in this room that would care if I died, 1: Tom ok maybe 3: Tom, April and Lani well ok 4: Tara might care as well. I think about what I ate yesterday and decide if I'm going eat lunch, better not. I pick at my arm.

I think about what Amy said, I don't love Tom I mean I do but like a friend, like a brother, but I do care about him but don't love him like that. I mean he's nice and he's good looking I guess. I stare at his eyes for while. They are the most beautiful shade of green.

Alice what are you doing you have a boyfriend.

I stop thinking about tom and go back to picking my skin till the period ends. By then my hand is bleeding.

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I've been sitting in second period for about 15 minuets when I get a text,

it's from Josh: Yo slut what's up? Wanna skip? I'll be round the side of the school. I miss you. Xx

I text back: K give me a sec, miss you too.

I put my hand up and ask if I can go to the bathroom.

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Woo so yeah.

I 1000000000292927282938300999% promise this is not gonna become a love story so don't worryyyy.

Like I said before the next chapter betterrrr so chill.

ugh this chapter feels half done to me but I need to put it up to get on with the story.

And like all ways please tell me if you see any spelling/grammar mistakes bc I'm bad at that stuff

K bye kids

Stay safe

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