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Love

•jungkook•

One petal.

Two petals.

Five petals.

Once or twice a day, I'd cough up white Rose petals.

I was wondering what was happening to me.

So I went for a research on the internet.

And found out I have Hanahaki disease.

A disease that fills your lungs with flowers until you die.

Unless

Unless the person you love loves you back.

Or

Unless you have surgery but then

You won't remember the person you loved.

Nor the way you loved him or her,

Nor who he or she was.

He or she will be erased from your memory.

Forever.

And you just won't be able to fall in love with him or her again.

And I believe you only truly fall in love once, no matter who it is, what gender they are.

But my problem right now is to find out

Who.

Who do I love?

I know it's someone from Bangtan.

But I just can't choose between

Between Seokjin hyung's sense of care and humour.

Jimin hyung's empathy.

Namjoon hyung's way of comforting me.

Hoseok hyung's way to lit up my mood just with that peculiar dimpled, heart-shaped smile of his.

Taehyung hyung's cute, attentive and playful self.

And Yoongi hyung's warm cuddles.

I think I love them all.

I really do.

But the matter is I've been caughing only one sort of petals but does that mean I have to choose the right ONE out of the SIX of them?

White Rose petals.

Symbol of innocence, youth and everlasting love...

But whose favorite flower is it?

Apart from me, I don't know.

[If only he knew it was THEIR favorite flower.]

As days passes by, I began to cough more and more petals

Some of it are covered in blood..

I'm dying.

And nobody has noticed it yet.

Now it's currently 3:08 am

But I can't sleep.

Breathing is too painful.

I'm afraid to die in my sleep.

Tears start to form in my eyes and heavy sobs broke the silence of my room.

Why me?

I'll have to get surgery, I'm planning on going to hospital on tomorrow as we have a week off.