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Trust Myself

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•hoseok •

I've been working so hard.

I've spend months on writing the lyrics,

Weeks to film the MV.

Sometimes I had to start again.

Again and again,

Till it was perfectly perfect.

Because ARMY's deserve the best of me.

And now I've finally done it.

It'll soon be released, I'm so proud of myself.

It's time to get some rest,

Finally.

I sit on a chair, next to Sejin hyung, our manager, Bang PD-nim and the rest of Bangtans in one of Bighit's building meeting rooms.

I'll release my song in a few,

I'm sure ARMY are waiting for it impatiently!

There were so many nice comments on Shadow, they totally liked Yoongi hyung's interlude!

I hope it will be the same for me.

- How are you feeling hyung? Jungkook asked.

- I don't know, probably excited, I know ARMY's have been waiting for a long time!

- Not too stressed? Sejin hyung asked.

He and PD-nim laughed a bit when I made a face.

- No, not really. I said casually.

- Well, let's release it then! PD-nim said with a cheerful tone.

We all watched the screen as the number of views kept getting higher and higher.

Just like the flow of comment, there were so many people commenting at the same time that we didn't even have the time to read.

I was kinda happy, I'll check on the comments later in the day, when less comments will be flowing.

- Wow, hyung, I'm so proud of you! You made it all by yourself, congratulations! Namjoon said.

- Yeah, you worked so hard to make it just as perfect as you wanted it to be. Jimin added.

- Now you should finally get some rest, shouldn't you? Jin said with a smile on his face.

- Yeah, let's head back to the dorm. Yoongi hyung said.

- But first, lamb skewers! The maknae cheered.

As soon as they headed back home, after going to the restaurant to celebrate the release of Ego, Hoseok ran into his room, opening the YouTube app on his phone.

It was 9:41pm

He was more than excited,

But his smile quickly faded away when he saw the first comment.

"Too much autotune, can't he just rap correctly, without needing assistance?!"

- Well, not everyone has to like the song, let's read the next ones. I whispered to myself with half of a fake smile.

"If the other songs of the album are like this one, there's no point in wasting my time listening to them. Stop streaming ARMY!"

"How could this lazy fat ass dare, seriously, the lyrics are repetitive and not even that deep, I'm clearly disappointed in BTS."