My Alpha, Your Omega

Chapter 34: Baby Mathew Jason Tomlinson Styles

Louis's POV

Before I ran in, little Colin came out and I almost stepped on him, but he luckily got away from my path, and basically did a U turn to Harry's bed. Harry was sobbing uncontrollably and I didn't understand. His epidural should still have lingering affects to help his pain but I ran to him regardless.

Harry's POV

I heard the small beeping and a nurse shuffling around looking at me. My eyes were slow to open and processing took me a bit. Oh right I'm in labor. I put my hand to my belly to feel that it was empty.

Oh God. I lost my baby..... Louis's not here.... Did I disappoint him? I lost them both? Did my alpha leave?

I started screaming, sobbing for Matty and Louis. Where the hell we're my parents?

The nurse in my room tried to console me, but her words fell on deaf ears, and I thrashed around but my legs weren't moving. It felt like the time that Diana....

I closed my eyes until I heard my alpha. "Harry, OMEGA! I'm here, look! Please look at me." He didn't look mad at me, but I lost our baby. He must hate me. Colin jumps on my bed looking confused.

"I lost our baby!!! I'm so sorry. My baby's dead! Where's my baby?! Where's Matty?" I screamed and Louis left. He left me. I...... I'm alone.

Louis comes rushing in with a bundle, and puts it in my hands, I almost dare not to look but as soon as I did, I became silent.

In front of my very eyes, the most beautiful little baby was before me. All pink and gorgeous. Entranced I stroked his face, so baby soft. All that pain during labor was nothing compared to the love I had for this baby.

He had Louis's hair color, but my dimples. I was quite surprised at how heavy he was, but kept staring and looking him over. I sniffed him and he smelled so sweet. Matty had a combined scent of me and Louis and he was gorgeous. He looked so much like Louis and I was so proud of Matty. I made him, I grew him in my body, and did everything for him.

I kind of glossed over and didn't even realized my family came in.

Five toes, two ears, two eyes, such cute little coos and ahhh from the baby too. I thought and then he opened his eyes for the first time and it was Louis's blue eyes. So so pretty and Matty had a bit of gold/yellow in his eyes too, and I looked up to see my whole family looking down at me.

"Harry, honey! Congratulations!!!!" My mom squealed, and the others joined in. I started to cry and gave my baby a hug and kiss. My eyes went blurry, I was so so happy. When I looked to Louis, he was just smiley down at me, looking very very proud.

They explained what happened to me while they all looked and touched the new little soul. Soon Matty was hungry and started to cry, so Louis pushed everyone out so I could feed him. The nurse came in to show me, and it was much more difficult than I had realized. A bit uncomfortable then became painful.

I love feeding him, but my nipples became sore and raw. Like if you dragged your body around on carpet, it would become sore and painful after a short time.

I did get the hang of it, but it was painful, but also such a delight. It creates even more of a bond with you and the baby, and Louis was looking at me with pride. My hormones were still everywhere and what Louis said next didn't help.

"I don't want another baby Harry." He said and suddenly looked somber and sad. Did he hate the look of our baby? Was this all to much??? Does he want to have a baby with someone else? I mean it's not unheard of alphas having more than one omega-. "Is he not to your liking? We can try for another! I promise I will make you a baby you'll love-", Louis cut me off and said, "No you almost died, I love Matty, he's perfect... I just don't want to endanger you if we try for another." Then suddenly I understood.