I yawn softly. Stand up and start putting my valuables in a huge toat. Bored and sad out of my mind. I dont feel like this life isnt mine. It sucks, why cant I ever get a choice in anything.
I really shouldnt do it today. That would only add more stress to mom. I just wish I could have a smile. Or just never leave from where I want. Where my friends are. My family is. I dont want to move to some new damn school.
I dont want to lose myself. In all this shit. One of the only things that holds me together is the one thing to tear me apart. I love my friends. But I have to leave. It hurts so much. Way to much. I just wish something good will happen.
I look at a black case in my closet and take it out. Looking at the soft wood quitar and picking up and holding it awkwardly. It's been awhile, ever since dad left a year ago. That's how long. It was his.
I slowly strum a note and hum. Way out of tune. I put it back and put it into the toat of values. 5 hours late I packed everything I need. And put it into the uhaul truck and sat in the front seat. And turned the keys. I'm 16 but have my license. So I'm gonna drive. Even though I might have had a bad week. Very bad week. Hers must've been worse.
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Facing the Darkness ~ Zelink Modern AU
RomanceHighschool is a rough time for everyone. but for this kid, it's even worse hes faced it all. Death, Greed, Suicide. It feels as though no one is there to help him. But to add more insult to his life he found out he had to move. His mom got offered a...
