I walk home knowing how much trouble I'm gonna be in. Not even surprised. But I'm right arent I. I just want friends. It's not that hard to ask. Plus shes more then capable to do that on her own.
I see my moms car parked in the garage. "MOM IM HOME" I yell. But nothing but silence. Maybe shes asleep. I walk into her room and see her. Just, hanging there. Her neck in q rope. She... killed herself...
This, this is my fault. Tears start fuming from my eyes. "Yes 911. I would like to report. A suicide" I continue telling them everything. But words sound slobbererd this hurts. After I lost my dad. Now I lost my mom.
This whole world is against me. I fall to the floor in defeat. What's gonna happen to me. I'm I gonna move in with my grandma and grandpa. I'm scared. I'm sad someone help me. Someone hello anyone. I need help.
The police come in along with emt. She cant be resuscitated. Shes dead. Forever. This is all my fault. This is all my fault. I should've been the dead one. No I could've. Why did she. All I said was no. This hurts. I dont want this.
Why did this have to happen to me. My eyes. I feel like there dry. They've lost all hope. All life. I just feel pain. It feels like. I don't even know. It just... hurts... I dont think I can even see colors.
Haha the title makes you think its good. Yet it was depressing again.))
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Facing the Darkness ~ Zelink Modern AU
RomantikHighschool is a rough time for everyone. but for this kid, it's even worse hes faced it all. Death, Greed, Suicide. It feels as though no one is there to help him. But to add more insult to his life he found out he had to move. His mom got offered a...