°Does He Know° || Sanhyuk || SOCKY || Astro Fanfiction

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   Minhyuk was nervous and this Sanha could clearly see. He just hoped that His Best Friend was only nervous for a good reason.

They were now sitting at the bar, courtesy of Minhyuk who wanted them to be comfortable while they talked but the Boy's hands had refused to stop shaking since they got to the bar.

Sanha also wouldn't deny the fact that he was nervous. Minhyuk hadn't said a thing and it was making him think all kind of things.

Was this really the end for him and his Best Friend? Or was Minhyuk going to pull out the 'It was a Mistake, it won't happen' again card?

He didn't know but as anxious as he was, he still wanted to know if Or if not, his Best Friend had decided to let him go.

"I'm sorry" Minhyuk finally began. He had found a good ground to start with.

"What for?" Sanha crossed his arms. "For the kiss or for being an asshole?"

"Both" he said as he shook his head not wanting Sanha to get him wrong. "Actually I'm not apologizing that I kissed you, infact I am very happy I kissed you"

Sanha's eyeballs almost fell out of their sockets. What did Minhyuk mean by he was happy that he kissed him?  "Are you drunk?”

"Noo Yoonie. Its too early to drink in the day. I'm not drunk" Minhyuk replied. He paused, taking in his Best Friend's Stature. How come he had never noticed that his BestFriend had the cutest lips?

Sanha cleared his throat, trying to get back Minhyuk's attention. "My Eyes are up here" he said as an Embarrassed Minhyuk chuckled.

Minhyuk cleared his throat. "yoon sanha..I have feelings for you" Minhyuk said as Sanha froze in his seat.

Did he just hear Minhyuk say he had feelings for him?

Why were weird things happening in Hawaii.?

"Yoonie.." he continued. "..Our First Kiss wasn't a joke to me. Can you remember one time we drank and you fell asleep before me?"

Sanha nodded. Of course he remembered. They had accidentally drank alcohol mistaking it for a soft drink. That was like A Year Ago, why was Minhyuk bringing it up?

   "In your sleep, I heard you mutter the words 'I love you Minhyuk'" Minhyuk explained as Sanha's cheeks flushed Red AF. Was Minhyuk just making Things up? Or Was did it really happen?

"W-what are you talking about?" a flustered Sanha questioned as Minhyuk flashed him a smile.

"It was a year ago and that's when I started to feel something for my best friend" Minhyuk mentioned as Sanha's face turned stoic.

Was he being recorded right now? Cause he didn't trust the world these days? Everyone could be sneaky.

"I don't know what I am yet but I am very gay for you" Minhyuk uttered, carefully reaching out for Sanha's hand. He held the younger's soft hands and continued.

He wasn't nervous anymore. "Yoonie, I like you and I'm hoping that you like me too. I've been battling with these feelings and I can't hide them anymore. I was afraid that you were going to reject me and even if you do, I'm just glad I'm letting you know that I, Park Minhyuk, I have fallen for you"

He felt numb. Sanha felt excited but he felt numb also as he looked into Minhyuk's eyes searching deeply for ingenuity but he found none and it felt scary.

what if, this was a test?

Sanha knew Minhyuk wouldn't do that to him but people would do anything for clout these days.

Freeing himself from Minhyuk's grip, he swallowed. "You are not recording this are you?"

Minhyuk raised a brow confused at how that got into the conversation. "No, I'm not”

Sanha relaxed, playing with his fingers. He couldn't believe he was being shy right now. He wasn't shy when a day ago, Minhyuk had him on the bed. "Park Minhyuk.." Sanha swallowed hard. "...I...I have waited for this my whole life.."

Minhyuk stared at him shocked. What did he mean by he had waited for this his whole life?

"It was you my heart chose to love after I found out that I was gay. I don't know when I started to admire you outside the friend zone but it graduated and all that it became was hoping that someday.....you'd be able to reciprocate my feelings. I..." he paused, taking in a big breathe as his hands trembled.  "..I could have told you but I was scared of what would have happened if I did. Minhyuk telling you could have ruined our friendship.."

Minhyuk shook his head as he saw tears forming in Sanha's eyes. "yoonie, you should have taken a Chance. Maybe we both would have saved ourselves the pain"

Sanha nodded as the tears started to fall. He couldn't believe that His BestFriend was in love with him.

It felt like he had won a battle he had been trying to fight all his life.

Minhyuk got up from his seat as he closed the space between himself and Sanha. Wrapping his hands around The Younger's waist, he placed a sweet kiss on each of Sanha's cheek.

"Will you date me? Will you go out with me Yoonie?" Minhyuk asked, a teary sanha.

Sanha nodded, biting down on his lip.

Minhyuk paused his thoughts to stare at Sanha. He was never homophobic and he would never hate Sanha. Sanha was always there for him. Sanha was the reason he chose to be better everyday. Sanha was one of the reasons, he looked forward to a new day.

Sanha was highlight of his life and he wanted him to see it and know it too. "yoonie.." he whispered. "..You are special to me and there's no way I'd ever leave you for anyone else. Please don't stop believing me..mkay?"

Sanha nodded, locking gazes with Minhyuk.

Both boys closed the distance between them, each with questioning gazes. Checking, scanning, reading each other's heart through their eyes. Searching for emotions that could signal doubt, regret, pain but there was none.

Only love radiated from their hearts through their eyes. Leaning closer, both boys sealed their new found confession with a sweet lingering kiss.

Right now,

Yoon Sanha could die happy.

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Finally.