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Jinwoo

  It really sucks.

It sucks that someone as precious as him got to waste three years of his life holding unto to someone he didn't love. How could his parents be so cruel to have done such?

Everyone has a right to love and Kim Myungjun was one of them. I don't care if it was a death wish by his grandmother or grandfather but arranged marriages are nothing but cruel and that's the real truth.

  “Pancakes or Oatmeal.?” Myungjun asked, grabbing the kitchen apron. I shrugged, watching him take out a pack of flour from the top shelf.

We are having breakfast for the third time this week. To be honest, its times like this that makes me really glad that I confessed. Why didn't I do it sooner? Was I really going to allow someone else steal a wonderful being like him away from me?

“Can I ask you a question?” I perked up.

Myungjun laughed, breaking eggs into a bowl. “You just did but sure..”

I nodded. “what are we going to do when I go to college? Are we still going to see each other or are we breaking up?”

    A sigh emitted from his lips and I could tell what he was thinking about. It was too early to be talking about this, I know but I am Park Jinwoo. I like to plan things ahead and I just wanted to know if he saw me in his future because I have seen my future and it is Kim Myungjun.

“Do you love me Jinwoo?” he suddenly asked. I bit down on my lips, running my hand through my hair.

I loved him. I loved him so much.

“I do” I smiled, getting up and walking towards him. “Hyung...I'm really not looking for something temporary. I know I still have some years before I finally mature but you are the one I want to be with for the rest of my life...I'm sorry if it feels like I am rushing you, I am not. I just want you to know that my intentions are more than just being 'boyfriends'.”

 
   Myungjun stared at me, deep in thoughts, I could tell because the focus of his gaze wasn't me. He was simply lost in thoughts. Did I say too much? Did I scare him?

“Jinwoo..” he called out, taking my hands in his. “I love you too so much and it is true that I see a future with you but you have to know that there is difference between what we want and what we need..” he paused when I wrapped my arms around his waist.

“---right now, you want me but only time will tell if you will need me. I want you now Jinwoo but only time will tell me if you are the one I need. So let's love each other now with no regrets.. Okay?” Myungjun stated.

I closed the distance between us pulling him in for a warm, soothening hug.

Kim Myungjun was right, there was nothing to worry about.

 

  “So..are you going to help me with breakfast?” Myungjun asked, breaking the hug as I nodded.

“You are cute and I love you” I said, placing a sweet kiss on his lips. “Sides, who needs breakfast, when there is you?”

His face flushed red as he smacked my arm. Gosh! He was cute. “S-stop saying things like that.”

I grinned. “Why? I didn't say anything bad. It's your thinking that needs to be corrected”

Rolling his eyeballs, he took out the mixer, placing it on the kitchen table, he plugged it in.

“Coffee or tea?” he asked, opening the shelf again.

I winked.  “You”

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What am I doing?

God bless MJIN too💯