Yuta had been very busy due to the tight schedule of being in NCT127. They were always touring for traveling. Yuta always spent his free time practicing more or training. You always supported him you know how much he loves NCTzens but you missed your boyfriend and it had been weeks since he last took you out or came over.
"Lovely~ good morning I headed to the gym early I left you some breakfast on the stove I love you, see you in 4 hours
-Xoxo Yuta"
"Great" you say holding the note from the bed stand.
You smile as you walk in the kitchen to the smell of your fav breakfast pancakes and haemul pajeon. He definitely knew how to make you smile.
You reheat the pajeon since it got a little cold the ate the food and texted him
You: "Hey big goof! Thanks for breakfast it was yummy"
Yuta 💘: "I'm glad you liked it! I was in a rush but good news Taeyong is gonna teach me the new choreo today"
You: "that's great baby but when will you be home. We haven't done anything in weeks I miss you"
Yuta 💘: "i miss you too babe, I can cancel and do it another day?"
You: "no don't I want you to be successful and your job should be top priority"
Yuta💘: "baby that's not true"
You: "Okay well I need to go I have a mess to clean Uhm have fun with Taeyong but don't over work yourself I'll see you when you get home?"
Yuta 💘: "see you when I get home I love you ❣️"
You: "I love you too ❣️❣️"
You set your phone down and feel the tears stream out. "No stop y/n that's selfish! You knew what you were getting into stop it" you yell at yourself.
You stand up but collapse crying harder. You missed him and it pained you to know he probably only liked you because you're easy or who knows
After about 30 minutes you picked yourself up and started to clean the plates and pans used for the food.
You turn off the water and head to your and yutas room. You start to de cutter the small mess on your side.
** time skip: 8:45pm**
You sat sulking. Yuta usually got home at 2:45am every night so you did your normal routine of cooking at midnight and leaving it out for him then going to sleep. As you go to watch TV to pass time you feel your emotions hit you again. "Well since hes not gonna join me anytime soon might as well" you say as you grab your body pillow and sob.
You never let him see you like this you know he'd stop training and working and put his dream aside for you so you concealed it. Not wanting to let him worry or feel bad.
10:45 hit and you were still crying. You have never cried so much and it hurt physically and emotionally.
"I'm so stupid" you say to yourself as you sob harder
You feel two arms wrap around you and hold you as you weep. "I'm sorry" yuta speaks
"You're home? What about Taeyong?" You ask
"Don't worry about that. I love you I'm so sorry I did this" yuta starts to cry
"Don't cry I'm so sorry I shouldn't be crying I'm so selfish" you say quickly wiping his tears
"No you're not I am. I neglected you I'm so sorry y/n" yuta hugs you and cries
"Baby" you sob with him.
For the rest of the night you both hugged and spilled all the emotions you both were hiding...
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NCT Preferences and oneshots
Fanfiction( CURRENTLY UNDER EDIT DUE TO MENTION OF J*AEIL) 10/30/24 I wanna start making more of these so yeah! It's the entirety of NCT so when nctq is made ill be in trouble 😂 Request are open Don't forget to vote!
