"I still want u back" I repeated the sentence atleast 20 times there's no way in hell my ex just texted me thatI look back at the time and curse "to early to call Doyoung"
I get up and head to my bathroom and decide to just get ready for the busy schedule ahead. I mean to be fair I had to get up early anyway to clean brushes and get ready.
Mid clean of my brushes I realized I never answered Jaehyun... but what do I say? What should I say?
"Jae I want u back too" no that so desperate
"Jae let talk" no that's bad to
Maybe I shouldn't respond. I mean it has been three years surely he just wants a hump and dump.
But what if he really wants to be with me again?
Then he'd call or come to your house. I sigh as I argue with myself and agree to just do what I need to for today and call Doyoung when that Sun is up.
I finish all my brushes and put them in my containers ready to use on the Stray Kids clan. I smile knowing atleast I have Chris. He'd never break my heart
Then all the emotions about him come flooding to my memory. Do I like him? Or do I like the feeling?
Shit.
*at KBS broadcast in the changing rooms doing Hyunjins Makeup*
"Noona Can you darken the brown just a bit more?" He asked me
I nodded "of course" and I quickly fixed up the dark brown under his eyes "perfect" I smile and he looks at himself in the mirror and smiles
"Yet another beautiful look thank you Miss. Y/n best makeup artist ever" he bows and goes to his stylist.
I smile call in bangchan for his outfit he runs into my station smiley "howdy" and he takes a seat in the chair
I look at him confused "what happened to your makeup?" I ask confused he just got it done?
"I took it off" he looks at me
"Chris why the hell would you do that you go on in less than 14 minutes" I raise my voice at him then go into my bag and pullout his makeup
Quickly but best I redo his makeup and he smiles at me the entire time "this isn't a game you know" I say filling in his brows
"I know. You're just really cute when you're frustrated" he giggles
"Not the time" I say and pull out a chapstick and coat his lips with it
"Damn i look fine" he says looking at himself "but I'm not to sure about this tint" he says looking at me pointing towards his lips
"Do you want a more pink tint?" I ask getting in my bag to pull out the tint but my face gets turned towards his and he lightly presses his lips against mine.
It lasts 5 seconds and he pulls back "perfect thanks babygirl" and he leaves
I look at the mirror.
"I don't love him" I say looking at myself.
"I still love him" I feel a tear go down my face.
*after the show*
I prepacked my things so I didn't have to have awkward convo with Chris.
Now I just wait for them to say thank you and that we are dismissed. I have to talk to Doyoung as of now I have left Jaehyun in read for 7+ hours.
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Fanfiction( CURRENTLY UNDER EDIT DUE TO MENTION OF J*AEIL) 10/30/24 I wanna start making more of these so yeah! It's the entirety of NCT so when nctq is made ill be in trouble 😂 Request are open Don't forget to vote!