NCT Preferences and oneshots

when your depression hits hard • NCT Reactions

Taeyong:

• He'd be so concerned for you
• he'd immediately grab you and hold you into his arms till you calm down
• you'd start screaming at him till the tears slowly start to slow down and you're able to breathe again
• he'd kiss your forehead crying with you
• "Im so sorry" is all he whispers
• "i love you" you snuggle into his chest closing your eyes feeling safe.

Taeil:

• he wouldn't know what to do
• he'd grab water and even snacks you like to try and calm you down but you hug your knees and sob
• "babe" he'd use his soft smooth voice and move next to you "I'm here, I won't ever leave you"
• you'd squeeze your knees harder and sob
• not knowing what else to do he'd sing to you and you'd slowly drift off to sleep him slowly engulfing you in his arms
• "i love you, always will"

Johnny:

• his first instinct is to make you laugh he'd try to make a joke and you'd scream for him to leave you alone
• he'd turn serious REAL QUICK
• "baby come here" he'd say softly as he crawls on the couch next to you
• you kept looking at your hands as you feel the tears start to come up
• he'd put his arm around you and you'd shove your full body on him
• sitting in his lap, face in his neck as you sob
• "It's okay let it all out. I know it's hard" he'd try to calm you and eventually you'd let everything out and have a long meaningful talk with the man you love

Yuta:

• you were both in an argument and you'd suddenly started bawling and ran to the bathroom where you lock yourself in
• just didn't come after you at first seeming as he thought you just needed a min to yourself but as min went on he got scared
• "hey y/n open the door" he'd knock but you didn't budge
• "y/n stop playing, Im sorry let me in" he tries the door knob but you locked it
• "y/n please let me in" he'd start to get anxious as he stops hearing your cries and now filled with silence as you rams the door with his body trying to get in
• he gives up and grabs a Bobby pin and picks the lock open to see you on the ground a pill bottle in front of you and tears streaming down your face
• you can see the panic and fear in his eyes as he looks at you "y/n no lay on your stomach" he yells at you
• you didnt move "i didn't take any" you look down at the bottle
• he grabs it and it's still full. He sighs and throws it down "don't ever and I mean ever take your life over something stupid I said" he starts to cry "I love you and to think my words would hurt you that much to you wanting to harm yourself makes me-" he starts to sob and you cry with him.
• it was an emotional night for you both

Doyoung:

• he had fallen asleep and you were laying awake
• you start crying making sure to now wake doyoung up
• it starts to get worse and you can no longer hold back the audio of the sobs
• Doyoung wakes up and look at you
• "why didnt you tell me?" He asks as he grabs you and wraps him in his arms "I love you I'm sorry I haven't been here"
• he'd blame himself
• you both would cry into each other's arms till the sun comes up

Jaehyun:

• you had just got home from work and you see your loving man cooking
• "you're home!" You say excitedly running to Jaehyun Who catches you and kisses you
• "I wanted to hangout with you more" he laughs and sets you down
• you nod and head to the bathroom where you lock the door and look in the mirror.
• tears start falling as you realize how you don't deserve him or his family
• you open the drawer which held a box filled with your escape
• you turn on the sink and lift your shirt over your head looking at your tore up stomach
• you cry harder as you scar your skin more
• "babe are you okay?" Jaehyun knocks on the door and soon unlocks it and opens it
• he looks at the mess on your stomach... then in your eyes. He throws the weapon in your hand out and he grabs you and hugs you tightly
• "Im so sorry"
• you both cry and take care of each other.

(Im gonna do the maknae like in the next part)