Hallucinations

𝓞𝓷𝓮

The song- It's RUN by Joji. Y'all its pretty sick. Back to the story....

𝓓𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶𝓼

"Skyyyyyyy! There's a letter for you sweetie."
Those were the words that were about to change my life, The boring, simple and fairly loved life of Skylark White.

I never could have understood the proper reason behind my two old men naming me Skylark, like it's not even my favorite bird. Parrots are way cooler and I bet I could teach them to repeat some iconic ROBERT FROST POETRIES AM I RIGHT!(yeah sort of a nerd i reckon). But I never hated my name.
It was unique, beautiful and hard to fit in but that's me that's Sky for y'all.

Enough of sobbing and coming back to the letter. I didn't hold myself to see the senders address but rather opened the envelope uncertain of what was ahead of me.

     As soon as i opened the damn thing, I could notice a small sheet of paper(Yes Sky its the letter jerk). I glanced at the heading written in bold,and that's when I realized it was no ordinary parchment. It was the letter of acceptance for me to join the school I long wished for, Amare High!!!!

"Warm regards,

This is Mr. Fills the head of Amare high and i on behalf of the institute is more than happy to give you this letter of acceptance into Amare, Skylark White.

We were astonished by your resume and we hope you live up to our expectations."

Aww struck. My eyes couldn't believe what they saw. My hands still trembling. I squealed a little. I mean after all it was Amare High.

It was like a dream come true. And now I could finally kiss my fucked up life goodbye and enter into a new world and experience new adventures. I still remember I couldn't sleep the entire night just thinking about how I managed to escape from this shit hole called Hillbery. Yeah you can't make it out by the sweet and simple name of how orthodox this place is.

    I had never been the idle girl for my parents and had never been that country girl either for the people who always had the knack of chareterizing you just by the way you look. In short life wasn't the way either of us wanted and all we possibly did was live with it.

But I did realize one thing in all my years at Hillbery, and that is to look out for myself and which I had been doing for the past 10 years but now I have my golden tickets. My freedom. I can now finally get to be me. To be Sky, to be the bird my parents named me after.

Fast forward to this day *inserts recorder noise* I am sitting on my bed packing my "STUFF" which basically included a bunch of books and some bobble heads or as i like to call them aesthetic sculptures of sorts. Clothes were the least of my concern cause i never had a knack of them. To be very honest all i owned were black hoodies and comfy trousers. I had my reasons though. I mean i needed to save money for me sneaks. (Yeah a sneaker head apparently).

      I was busy finding my "book of enlightment" ,well my notepad, will stop with the cringe ass names. My notepad was the place I wrote my heart out. From my deepest and darkest secrets to the smallest of happiness i witnessed in my small life. I had my notes and few poetries that i tried to write imitating Robert Frost.

I looked at the clock. "Fuck!" I was late ugh. I mean i did have time to spare but i hadn't really finished my packing. I decided to stuff my bag with my necessities and leave the rest for when i would come back for vacations.