𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲|𝐠.𝐝|

❦𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 2❦

khloe:

as i walk out of the shower and grab the towel that was on the rack, i grabbed an extra towel for my hair. i opened the door and walked into the bedroom and put my pajamas on.

"khloe..." grayson said behind me.

"what?" i reply in a harsh tone.

"i'm sorry for tonight." he says. i knew he wasn't sorry because if he was sorry he wouldn't done it. he would have had her out of the house before i even got there. as a matter of fact he wouldn't have even started this if he was sorry.

i feel so disgusting about myself because i'm sleeping with another man, another man i don't even love because i'm jealous. i'm jealous that he spends his time trying to have sex with other girls besides me, i can't even remember the last time me and him had sex.

"i know you are baby." i lie.

"you know i love you, right?" he asks as he grabs me by waist and pulls me close to me.

"yes, i know you love me." i say as i nod my head. he smiles at me and i do the same. he turns around and walks towards the door.

"grayson?" i say stopping him and he turns around and looks at me.

"when is this going to stop?" i ask and he turned around and walked into the bathroom. the only thing i could do was roll my eyes and walk towards the bed, i wasn't even hungry. he made me so sick to my stomach to the point to where i lost my appetite.

i heard the bathroom door open and shut. i could hear his feet against our the wooden floor as he walked towards the bed. i knew he sat down on the bed when the bed sunk down, he turned off the lamp and laid down. he scooted closer towards me and grabbed my waist and i tried to move from his grasp but he held on tighter.

"khloe. stop." he finally says.

"i don't want to cuddle." i huff.

"babe." he whispers in my ear. that sent shivers down my neck and back. i turn around to be faced with him and i push my face into his chest.

"i love you." he says as he kisses my forehead.

"i love you too." i reply and drift off.

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i woke up and felt the fan against my skin. for some reason i felt really lonely, i put my hand across the bed and felt no one there. i looked at the time that read 6:46 a.m, what the hell was he doing up that early. i get up and put my robe on and walk down the stairs.

as i'm walking down the stairs i see grayson on the couch asleep. he must've snuck out while i was asleep. i sound like a mom, see this is kind of like it is though. he's the teen always sneaking out doing stuff he has no business doing and i'm the mom kind of doing the same but not. i know i'm not innocent, but he started this bullshit.

i walk into the kitchen and grab a coffee cup from the cabinet. i poured some coffee in it and put my usual ingredients in it(creamer,sugar,etc). i took a sip and sighed while i looked back at the couch and then i saw grayson's head pop up.

"good morning ." he says rubbing his eyes and i ignored him while i continued to drink my coffee.

"khloe." he says and i continue to ignore him.

"what's your damn deal?" he says getting up from the couch and i continue to ignore him while i go into the fridge. i grab the eggs and before i could shut the fridge grayson already shut it.

"what the hell! you could've shut my finger in the fridge!" i shout.

"that's the only you have to say to me?" he says as he rolls his eyes.

"yea. there's nothing else to say." i say as i roll my eyes too.

"your so fucking pathetic." he says as he walks out of the kitchen.

"where the hell are you going?" i shout as i follow him.

"out." he says as he puts on his shoes and opens the front door.

"if you walk out that door don't even think about coming back." i say as i stop in front of him.

"happily." he replies.

"so just like that, your just going to leave" i mumble.

"what do you expect me to do?" he shouts.

"fight for me! fight for me like you want me, like you want our relationship to last! god i can't stand you!" i shout back. he sighs and slams the door.

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"khloe! open the damn door!" i head someone yell from down the stairs. i get up and put my rob on and look at the time. 9:45.

"who the hell is it!" i shout as i get close to the door.

"who else lives here?" at that moment i already knew who it was, grayson. i opened the door to be faced with him.

"what do you want?" i ask.

"can i come in?" he asks ignoring my question.

"didn't i tell you, if you walked out the door don't think about coming back. and i'm pretty sure you said happily." i smirk.

"just let me in." he demands and i shake my head.

"please." he begs and i shake my head again.

"no, go to one of your other hoe's house." i say as i begin to shut the door but he pushes it open.

"khloe." he says as he grits his teeth. i could tell he was starting to get mad.

"grayson." i mock. i give in and open the door wide enough for him to walk through.

"thank you babe." he says walking last and kissing my head.i close the door and walk up the stairs.

"where you going." he asks following me.

"back to bed you woke me up." i say as i go into the bedroom.

"can i join?" he asks and i nod my head.

"i love you khloe." he says as kisses me and i kiss back.

"i love you too grayson." i say breaking the kiss. i just wish this could stop, i just want to be the only girl he has in his arms at night and day.