𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲|𝐠.𝐝|

❦𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 6❦

khloe:

one question, why the fuck is he texting me demanding me to come home. do i look like a dog to him? i wouldn't even make him answer that question, i'd probably get my feelings hurt. well i did say i would text him later, and later is now. so here goes nothing.

me: what?

grayson: about damn time!

me: grayson. what do you want?

grayson: for you to come home!

me: yea...not happening

i mean i wasn't lying, kind of. i was going to come home eventually just not right now.

grayson: please

me: why should i?

grayson: khloe, please.

me: grayson, not right now.

grayson: is this you breaking up with me?

it's kind of weird for him to ask me that question, i don't know if want to break up with him. if we break up then we'll get right back together, but i have to show him i'm not playing with him anymore.

me: i don't know yet...

grayson: seriously, after everything.

me: don't even go there.

grayson: why? so you go fuck someone else?

me: your one to talk.

grayson: whatever khloe.
read 6:04

whatever my ass. ya know what i was planning on coming home but fuck this and him. i'm going to my moms house.

i turned my car around and headed towards my moms house. her house was about ten minutes away from here, plus it's been awhile since i've seen her.

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i pulled into her driveway and sat in there. i was mentally preparing myself for what i was going to tell her. should i just walk in there and be like "hey mom, me and grayson are on a break and i need a place to stay." no, i'm not even going to say that, because i already know if i do she's going to give me a lecture and i really don't want to hear that today.

i stepped outside of the car walked towards the door. i hesitated to knock on the door, but i did it. after a few seconds the door swung open.

"khloe!" my mom said as she swung her arms around my neck.

"hey momma." i say as i hug her back. yes, i still call my mom, momma. fun fact my mom is from the Dominican republic and for my dad well... he's just black.

"what are you doing here?" she questions. i knew she was going to ask this.  ya know what i'm just going to be straight forward with her.

"me and grayson are on a break." i simply say.

"oh, well come in." she insists and i step in the house to be brought with the amazing scent of lavender.

"khloe! how's life been treating you?" my dad says as he gets up from his chair to hug me.

"it's been fine, how about you?" i return the question and hug him back.

"whatcha doing here?" he asks me while breaking the hug. i looked at my mom and she gave me the 'don't tell him' look. i know that i would be lying to my dad but my dad and grayson have a really good relationship and i don't want to get my dad worked up.

"just visiting." i lie and smile. he returns the smile and sits back in his chair.

"it's nice to see you khloe." he says grabbing the remote and switching through the channels.

"nice to see you too dad." i smile. i go into the kitchen where my mom was to see her cooking.

"what are you cooking?" i ask

" baked chicken and white rice." she answers. this is probably one of my favorite dinners. i know but the rice is usually fried and with the chicken it's just...just delicious.

"sounds good mama." i say while walking down the hallway to my room.

i stepped into the room to be brought back with memories. i looked around the room to find pictures of me, grayson, isabelle and mia. to be quite honest before i got with grayson, me and mia we're besties. i mean we still are it's just we've grown up and we have our own lives now, i guess that's why i was so excited to go hang out  with them the other day.

i continued to look around the room until i saw one particular photo, one that i just wanted to forget all about. it was a picture of me and my brother kaden, the day before he passed. it's not that i wanted to forget him it's just the thought of him is hard. i've never really been myself after that day.

i grabbed the photo and looked at it hard. he had the most beautiful smile, i sometimes even got jealous of it . as i continue to look at the photo as a tear fell down my face. the door opens and i look over to see my mom in the doorway.

"oh mija..." she walked towards me and sat down next to me. my mom as always been the one person to comfort me. of course my dad was there too, but when kaden passed away he just kind of spaced out.

i know i keep saying passed away but i hate using the words they died. i feel like it's rude.

"it's okay to be sad. we all miss him." she assures. he was my best friend, and when he was  gone a piece of me was to.

"i know ma.." i say lowly as another tear slips out of my eye.

"cmon let's go eat." she informs me and smile. i return the simple smile and wipe the tears off my face. as i get up i feel my phone vibrate. i looked at the contact to be faced with an unfamiliar number.

unknown: hey khloe!

me: who tf is this?!

unknown: oh yea sorry about that it's ethan.

how in the hell did he get my number?

me: oh hey. did you need something?

ethan: actually yes, i need a little help with mia.

holy shit! i forgot that those two were a thing.

me: what happened this time?

ethan: nothing actually, i want to propose and i just need help.

how come everyone getting a ring but not me? you know what never mind i declined the last ring .

me: omg! yes yes. meet me at that cafe by the park tomorrow.

ethan: okay, what time?

me: is 1:00 okay for you?

ethan: perfect, see you.

me: see you soon.

i'm actually really excited about ethan proposing to mia they've been together for a looong time. not longer than me and grayson but for a long time. ya know? i hope she says yes, because i would be so excited to be a bridesmaid. not trying to brag but at my cousins wedding i was her maid of honor, so i guess i do have some experience.