𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲|𝐠.𝐝|

❦𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 7❦

khloe:

i woke up to smell of pancakes and bacon. i hopped off of my bed and went to the bathroom that was in the room. i brushed my teeth and washed, i didn't even bother to do my hair. i'm not going anywhere...wait! oh yea i'm going with ethan today!

i finished doing my business and walked back into the room. i walked towards my dresser with all my pictures on it and picked up the picture of me and my brother.

"i miss you so much" i whisper and sit the picture back down.

i walked into the kitchen and saw a plate of pancakes on the table.  i looked around the house to see nobody home. what? how can two people be so quick to eat and leave? i grabbed the plate and sat down.

after i got done eating i put my plate in the sink and i washed it. i walked down the hallway back into my room and went into the closet. i honestly don't even know if i can fit any of the clothes that's in that closet. i grabbed a pair of jeans and a shirt.

i threw the clothes on and honestly they kind of fit. the jeans were a little tight but other than that i was fine. i walked back out of the room, it was like i was doing some kind of fitness workout or something. i grabbed my keys and headed out of the door.

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i arrived at the cafe and saw ethan sitting outside sipping on what i think was a coffee.

"hey!" i say as i open my arms  for him to hug me.

"khloe!" he says as he hugs me.

"sit down." he insists as he takes a seat and i do the same.

"so, what're you thinking?" i ask going straight to the point.

"i was thinking, i take her on a date and then boom! pull out this bad boy." he says as he digs in his pocket and shows me a ring. i have to admit that ring was nice.

"yea...no. ethan you of all people should know mia does not like anything cliche, and that my friend was very cliche. you see that in all of the movies. they go on a date to some fancy restaurant and then propose." i say making my point.

"true. then what do i do?!" he says as he starts to panic.

"calm down. i think you should take her to do something she loves. how about an art museum? you know she loves to see that kind of stuff." i assure him.

"but i don't want to see that." he groans.

"who's this proposal for?" i ask.

"mia." he answers.

"then stop complaining,because you asked me to come help you." i tell him. why ask for my help if you're not going to use it? just a waste of time.

"fine. but if she says no, you owe me one." he says while taking another sip of drink.

"why's that?" i ask honestly.

"because if she says no then i would be going to an art museum for no reason and you know i hate those type of things." he says making his point.

"well, i don't think she would say no and it wouldn't be for no reason, at least you tried." i chuckle.

"yea yea. has grayson proposed yet?" he asks. i had a feeling that this question was going to be asked eventually.

"umm...honestly no." i say looking the other way.

"why's that? you've guys have been together for so long. i would've thought he popped the ring out already." he said. if me and him didn't do this type of stuff i would've thought the same thing.

"i just don't think that me and him are in the position for a marriage right now..." i say putting my head down. no body knew that me and grayson did this. it was kind of like a me and him type of secret.

"if i may ask. why?" he says putting his elbows on the table.

"umm...we just argue...a lot." i say half honestly.

"oh." he simply says.

"yeah..." i say while getting up.

"i-i've got to go. but, text me when you decide to do it." i say grabbing my car keys and he nods his head.

"bye khloe and if you need anything tell me." he assures me.

"thank you ethan." i reply and he nods.

i hopped in my car and started the engine. my heart hurts so much right now. the fact that ethan brought that up just made me even more upset. i know he didn't do it on purpose because how could he have, he didn't know.

i started the car and drove. i didn't even know where was i going i was just driving.

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i had stopped driving and i landed myself at a beach. i got out of my car and started to walk on the sand. i sat down and looked at the sunset. it was beautiful, i wish i could do this more often. not drive around wasting my gas but just going on the beach having me time. it feels good to only focus on me for once.

"hey." a familiar voice said from behind me. i turned around to be faced with grayson.

"how did you find me?" i ask him.

"i used find my iphone." he says while slightly smiling.

"oh." i mumbled.

"you look good." he says while sitting down next to me.

"thank you." i mumble again.

"i'm sorry khloe..." he begins to say but i cut him off by kissing him.

"let's not be reminded of the past, let's focus on us right now. whatever happened a few days ago let it be." i say while putting my hand on his cheek and smiling.

"okay baby." he says holding my free hand.

"let's just sit here and watch the sunset." i say turning towards the ocean and he does the same.

"i love you khloe." he says.

"i love you too grayson." i say while putting my head on his shoulder. this was nice, this is all i needed.

him.