𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲|𝐠.𝐝|

❦𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 4❦

khloe:

as i walked out the shower i heard the front door slam. he's so over dramatic, i've told him multiple times that this relationship needs to take a step forward but we never do. it's like every time we take one step forward me or him fuck up and take ten steps backwards.

i walk into the bedroom and throw my clothes on. once i finished doing that i grabbed my phone and called him. the line rung two times before i heard he answer.

"grayson, come home. please." i say as i sigh.

"why, there's nothing to look forward to." he says as i hear his car stop.

"trust me. you won't regret it."  i say seductively over the phone.

"khloe, are you for real?" he asks and i could tell he was getting excited.

"yep, but you have 5 minutes to get here before your offer is up." i say as i bite my lip. i could hear his tires screech.

i know this isn't right but this is the usual. he gets mad, i get mad, we sometimes very rarely have makeup sex. i'm interrupted from my thoughts as i hear the front door close.

"hey baby." grayson says as he walks into the room out of breath like he ran up the stairs.

"hey baby," i looked at the clock and smirked at him. "it's been six minutes, offers up." i say.

"oh come on! i'm one minute late." he says as he runs his fingers through his hair.

"i said five minutes not six." i say as i get under the covers of the bed and shut my eyes like i'm "asleep." i could feel his body over me.

"your not getting away that easy." he says as he snatches the cover off of my body.

"what are going to do about it." i smirk.

"you'll see." he says as picks me up by my waist and kisses me, i of course kiss back.

"off. i want this off." he says breaking the kiss as he tugs on my shirt and i do as i'm told, i was now just stuck in my lace bra.

he throws me on the bed and goes on top of me. he then starts to kiss my neck and chest. i grab his hair and start to run my hands through it. i tug on his shirt and he takes it off. i sit there and admire his beautiful toned body. he pulls the waistline of my shorts and pulls them off. he does the same with his jeans and by this time we were both half naked.

he starts to kiss my stomach down to my inner thighs. my breath became unstable as he got closer to my heat. he then pulls off my underwear. i felt his tongue against my clit and my legs went weak.

"f-fuck." i say as he continues. he then sticks two of his fingers in and i gasp.

this is all i needed was for his warm body to be in mine, it's a feeling i've missed for a while. it's like now i've been needy for his touch. this is just what i've been needing, him. not some random dude from a bar.

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as we laid in the bed our sweaty bodies against each other, our breath unstable. for me, i want this all the time, i want to be the one and only person in his life.

"grayson?" i say as i put my hand on his bare chest.

"yes baby?" he answers.

"i love you." i say as i kiss his chest.

"i love you too, and khloe." he says interrupting me. i look up at him and raise my eyebrows.

"i'm going to try and be better, i promise." he assures me and kisses my forehead. i nod and lay back down on his chest. after a couple of minutes i feel myself start to drift off.

i put my arm over the bed expecting grayson to be there but surprisingly he wasn't there. i sat up in the bed to see no one in the room at all. i looked at time on the clock and it read 2:30. this mother fucker, he literally just promised me. you know what screw it, if he can do it, then i can. i grabbed my keys and walked out the door.

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i walked into the club and went straight to the bar. i ordered a shot and i chugged it down. i looked around the club for a drunk guy to take my mind off of things until i see grayson. i look closely to see him kissing another girl. two can play this game. i grabbed a random guy and started to kiss him.

"hmm." i say as the man kisses me and i see my phone ringing.

"hold on." i say as i look at the caller ID, it was grayson.

"yes?" i say over the phone.

"where are you?" he questions me.

"none of your business." i answer.

"i'm going to ask you this one more time, where are you?" he repeats himself.

"and i'm going to tell you this one more time, none of your business." i repeat as well.

"god khloe! why are you so difficult?" he says kind of loud.

"you started it babes." i say.

"how?" he asks. like he doesn't know.

"you think i didn't see you? yea your not slick, i caught you." i say as i push the man off of me.he stayed silent.

"meet me outside the club. now." i demand and hang up.

as i walk out of the club i already see grayson standing outside.

"you promised!" i shout as i walk up to him.

"i know baby and i'm sorry." he says. i'm so damn sick and tired of his sorry this and sorry that.

"no! your not sorry." i shout.

"how are you going to tell me if i'm sorry or not?" he asks.

"because i just know! if you were sorry you wouldn't to do this continuously!" i answer and he stays silent.

"whatever. i'm done, i'm so done." i say walking away but he grabs my wrist.

"what do you mean you done?" he asks as he still has a grip on my wrist.

"i-i can't deal with you anymore. you promised me and you broke that promise." i say as tears start to form in my eyes.

"i know, i know.". he assures and at this point i broke down crying.

"shh, it's okay. we'll get through this together, like we always do." he says as pulls me in for a hug and kisses my forehead. i'm so whipped by his presence that i just sink into his arms.

"i love you khloe, never forget that." he says as he still hugs me.

"i know you do." i assure and continue to hug him.