Sestina: "Sestina for Sidney"

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As pen alights on paper, if you please

and skulls across a current of delight

A hollow rib, with strokes that imitate

as soothing breasted waves articulate

an oceanic feeling. No point in confessing.

No original sin which has not been embodied

by some wiser predecessor. Signs embodied

within the walls of tombs. Epitaphs which please

and educate. Carved by stone masons confessing

diamond blade encounters and delight

in depressed granite words that articulate

worlds of shadow and dust. Lines only imitate

what is lost and cannot be conceived again. Imitate

the essence of the once-upon embodied

thus-ness and such-ness, but not is-ness. Inarticulate,

tracing these patterns as we please

and where they intersect we find delight.

Less alone now, by the act of confessing-

offering up habitual Hail Marys. Confessing,

unburdening, wrapping our sins in velvet we imitate

our ancestors. Take smooth, round delight

fingering and caressing redemption embodied

in warm wooden malas, that please

and distract us from fear made articulate

in flesh. The promise of illusions articulate

inevitable entrapments, the circle game confessing

the priority of habit. Change would please

except for the anxiety. We could imitate

an inkling of something better embodied

in utero, ex nihilo, drifting amniotic warmth and delight.

But growing more constrained with consciousness. Delight

pounds against walls of womb, articulate

in limbs. Stretching tiny fingers, future skeleton embodied

in swaddling tissues. Inexorable monster confessing

that once ungirdled it will soon imitate-

forgetting all verities in its efforts to please,

to belong, to come full circle, infinitely confessing

sins not yet committed. Fear-manacled it imitates

the muddled instinct our blood yearns to please.

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