❝ アイ ❞ － hypnosis mic x reader one shots

❝ darling ❞ － A. JYUSHI

❝ darling ❞ by akmu

now my love, my darling
smile next to me forever
until happiness overflows
to the point of tears

Enjoy Reading!

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"Jyushi, what's wrong???" Your voice was filled with worry, you were evidently panicking upon seeing your boyfriend who suddenly showed up in front your house in the middle of the night with red, puffy eyes; Amanda in his grip as he sniffled, He didn't say anything but let out a cry.

You were quick to move and pulled him to you, embracing him to bring him comfort. With him in your arms, he let go of Amanda and embraced you back, his head on your shoulder, crying his eyes out. You gave soft pats on his back then caressing his hair, whispering soothing words of comfort in his ear to calm him down. His soft whimpers were heartbreaking enough, the sight of him crying will definitely crush you.

Once his cries subsided, you unlatched him off of you to get a good look of his face, his eyes were redder than they were moments ago. Your heart sunk at this as you cupped his face and wiped the remaining tears with your thumb.

"Let's go inside, okay?" you picked up Amanda and put it in his grasp. You walked inside the house with Jyushi tailing along, holding the hem or your shirt timidly, "Uh, hey, Jyushi's here." You said to your parents who were sitting on the couch, watching television. They were about to merrily greet him and tease him like they do but seeing his state, they just gave gentle greetings before signaling you that they'll leave you alone so the two of you proceeded to your room.

Forcing him to sit on your bed, you patted his head gently, "I'll get you some water, okay? I'll be back." You were about to leave but he still held onto your shirt, preventing you from leaving.

"Stay here, please..." he whispered quietly, looking down at his lap where Amanda sat, and you immediately complied, sitting beside him, holding onto his hand and gently rubbing your thumb onto the back of his hand. He squeezed your hand tightly.

"Tell me what's wrong, Jyushi." He took a deep breath as if calming himself down before speaking.
"I had a bad dream..." You were... surprised. Normally, he'd tell you about it the next day since Amanda will surely calm him down and comfort him, but now...

"What did you dream about?" you notice him taking a shaky breath, as if he was on the verge of tears when you asked.

"A-about before... when I was bullied and called disgusting and a freak...." his grip on you tightened, light sniffles were heard from him once more. Those were his usual nightmares, but you knew there was something more to it for it to break him like this. "A-and because of that...."

He finally rose his head to face you, melancholic eyes welling up with tears.

"Y-you left me and also bullied me... a-and you said you hated me so much..." and with that, he broke down once more as you stared at him wide eyed, disbelief in your eyes. "P-please don't leave me, [YF/N]...." He pleaded almost desperately in between sobs. You pulled him to you, this time your head was on his shoulder.

"You silly, silly boy." You started in a mere whisper, trying not to sound heartbroken but Jyushi was able to notice it as he wrapped his arms around you despite being surprised, "Why would I leave you, Jyushi? I don't think I can."

It was quiet, his sobs have subsided.

"Have I done anything to make you feel like that? I'm so sorry, Jyushi." You were about to tighten your grip around him when he pulled himself off of you, shaking his head.

"N-no! I-it's just my anxieties! B-because I hear that I won't ever have someone who'd love me, a-and that you'll get annoyed of my attitude... Please don't think that this is your fault!" He said with such sincerity that made your heart melt, guilt plastered on his face.

"I assure you, Jyushi. I won't ever leave you, okay?" he nodded timidly, making you chuckle softly, "I love you for who you are, nothing can change that." He leaned himself closer to you and left a kiss on your forehead, much to your shock. Usually you were the one to do this.

"Thank you, [YF/N]." he flashed that wide grin of his that you loved a lot, a small blush painting his cheeks. You swore you could feel your heart want to leap out of your chest. He brought his forehead to yours with a light thump, his beautiful eyes staring right at yours, "You're really the only one for me."

"And you're the only one for me, too." You lightly laughed at how cheesy the two of you were, and he laughed, too. It seemed like his worries have disappeared and you were relieved. "Shouldn't you go back home now?" you asked as you parted from him.

"U-uhm... C-can I sleep here with you for today...?" he shyly asked, averting his gaze from you, giving Amanda a shy hug and a hand of his timidly holding onto your hand, "I-it's scary to go home now.. And I have to make sure you won't leave me..."

You were about to respond when you saw from the corner of yours eyes your parents obviously eavesdropping and trying so hard to suppress a squeal. Knowing that you found them, they gave you a thumbs up before closing the door to your bedroom, going back to whatever their business was before. You made a mental note to lock your door next time.

"Yes, you can Jyushi." His expression lit up, another light blush brushed across his cheeks in delight, "Wait here, okay? I'll get some water for you." This time, he nodded and watched you leave, patiently waiting for your return which only took a few seconds.

"Thank you." He said before drinking the glass of water you offered him. Once it was empty, he returned the glass to you and you went out again to return it.

When you came back, he was already lying down on your bed, leaving a space where you would fit beside him. You laughed lightly, surprised that he put Amanda on your desk instead of between the two of you. You turned the lights off and dived into his open arms, your head buried on his chest.

"Good night, [YF/N]." he murmured and gave the top of your head a kiss.

"Good night, Jyushi. I love you." You heard his heart beat quickly upon saying that phrase, you could even guess that his face would be burning up right now.

"I love you too, [YF/N]."

Hearing his heartbeat somehow soothed you. Soon, you fell asleep, and later on he did, too, once he pulled you closer to him with a grip that was like he'd never even let you go, ever.