I thought that changing the person would solve the problem...when I believe now that the real issue lies within me. I think that this may be the case...which if so will cause me to hate myself three times as much.
Twice as much because yet again I am an ever present issue...Thrice because it means that I hurt someone because of my own shortcomings. My life is in a constant free fall and I look for someone to blame. I like to say that I was pushed but I think I know that I instead jumped. I wish to end my life...the only thing stopping me...is cowardice.
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The Feelings Which Flow Through Me
De TodoThe feelings that I have felt, the feelings which I buried have come bursting forth. Breaking to the surface. This is for me. This is my quick release valve.
