love poems from a loveless girl

O4; if I told you

If I told you the truth
Would you still see me
As the same "lover" before all this
Please say you can
So we can forget about this
Let my love melt off the face of this earth

Would you leave me for good?
Would you ignore me like before?
Would you replace me like the others?
What would you do if I told you the truth?

My love for you is irreversible
But our relationship is reversible
What a bad heart to betray me like this
I'll blame everything to ignore this love
So let me blame my own existence
And we can "love" happily like the days before

Would you kiss me like nothing is wrong?
Would you sing to me your songs?
Would you dance with me until the sun comes?
What would you do if I were to lie to you?

I want to destroy this love
You're like a dream I can never reach
So if I have to turn you into a nightmare
Would I be able to lie as before
And keep my straight compusure
I'm sure you would see right through me

Would you smile at me?
Would you laugh at me?
Would you fall for me like I want?
What would you do if I told you the truth?

I know you don't feel the same heart beat
As I do, but still can't we just pretend
Even if it's just for a litte while
Let this just be a blissful dream
Even if I know the ending will be a nightmare
I'm the one that wanted it that way anyway

Would you look me in the eyes?
Would you lie to me too?
Would you hug me like you always do?
What would you do if I were to lie to you?

No matter what I ask
I know the truth to my own questions
Still I'll ask our benevolent god
And if it doesn't work in my favor
I'll forget their entire existence
And create a new one to make our love real

Would you bite your lips?
Would you say your final goodbye?
Would you say you're sorry?
What would you do if I told you the truth?

Please let this love cease
I can't bear to lose you
So if I have to lie to keep
You by my side, then so be it
Because I know you'll leave me
If I told you what I truly feel inside

Would you forgive me?
Would you forget me?
Would you say you love me?
What will I do at the end of this?