roll it up again
seal the ends
make sure it doesn't fall apart
which it will
you got no say
cry about it
laugh at it
ignore it and leave
doesn't matter
as long as i'm in this manic circle
eyes half open
the closed sides hysterical
it's funny isn't it
how you touch me once
and
i fall like dominoes
it's funny isn't it
how i pretend and pretend
and i sometimes even believe
isn't it fucking funny
how
i know nothing
and still get asked
fucking funny right
what a joke
what a fucking funny joke
i want to cry
but what does it help
if i just laugh hysterically instead
i got pushed over
but for now
ill just keep on laying down
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no memory
