euphoria is knocking on the window
can i come in?
a dark green river and suddenly you're greeting someone
you know this feeling, well
being awake has never been harder
you are so tired, just trying to make it to a tomorrow you can't find
the door handle is wet
a coffee stain on the floor
something doesn't fit together
around you someone is tapping
the table, tipping his hat,
as to greet
you reach into the bag and
pull out yellow candy
the world turns yellow, smells like citrus
you want to throw up
you put it back, look in the bag
no yellow candy
you reach in to take more
you feel uncomfortably warm in your skin and
want to break out
you are see through
trying to feel something again
you pull out yellow candy
you go to sleep for four hours and
when you wake up you feel
yellow candy as if you haven't slept at all
then you're suddenly looking for someone
a lose grip on a wrist
you want to scream because
yellow candy is all you can taste
and you bury yourself under the covers
to keep that drowning feeling outisde,
but you keep drowning in feathers
you feel like it's two years ago
because people are talking, but
you don't know what they're saying
something about yellow candy
catches your attention and then
you're running away
