wide, searching eyes
always looking for something, someone, anything
always searching
am i bound to losing things,
but never finding?
to
seeing things,
but never reaching?
am i bound to being
but never quite enough?
this angry, red itching
always under the surface of my skin
constantly burning,
yet never setting it on fire
how come
i'm always just a bit too far?
a bit too small
a bit too much
a bit too far to the left, the right
up and down
and never in the middle?
always just a bit off center,
but always wrong?
tell me what to do
i'm lost
and if i can't find my lost belongings
i won't find me either
i'm waiting patiently
for a storm
