The Sway house

Hopes

*The next day*
The next day the Sway house was really quiet. It's normal after everything that happened last night... I was the first one that woke up. Everyone else was still sleeping. I chose an outfit, put a little bit of makeup, the usual things, and then went downstairs to eat breakfast. As I was walking I saw Josh, who was sleeping on the couch in the living room. I got an idea - I had to apologize to him somehow for everything that happened for the last couple of weeks since I met the boys. I made myself a breakfast, ate it quickly, and then made for Josh too. I put everything on a tray and went to him. Lucky me, he was awake.

Jessica: Good morning Josh

Josh: Good morning

I made you breakfast

Is there some special occasion or?

Not exactly... *I sat next to him*

Well, you didn't have to then

Come on, just eat it

Okay, okay *he starts eating* Mmm, it's delicious. Thanks

Always

You know I missed this - to spend time with you. But like when it's only us

Me too. But it's almost impossible to be just us when you live with 5 other boys

Yeah... Maybe I shouldn't move in that soon

It's not your fault. Hey, you're living the best life so don't complain

You too

Not exactly... Listen, I want to apologize for not telling you about Jaden and all that...

Just forget it like it never happened. I forgive you

*Jaden comes inside the room*

Jaden: Morning

Good morning

I stood up, smiled a bit to Jaden and went back to my room. I was kind of shy being there with him after that he kissed me last night... It's like it didn't feel right... I don't know.

*Later the same day*
I was laying on my bed, scrolling through the For you page on Tik Tok. Suddenly, I heard knocking on the door.

Jessica: Come in

Jaden: Hey

Oh hey, what's up

Nothing interesting. Um the boys are going to meet some old friend so they won't be here for the rest of the day, probably the night too

*Holy shit, I think to myself. That means that the house will be empty, only me and Jaden will be in it*
No problem *I smile nervously*

I was thinking... if you want... we can do the movie night, like watch Netflix, talk, stuff like that

I mean... okay

I panicked and didn't know what else to say. I didn't want to be rude, he was too good boy, and knowing that he liked me and I did not broke my heart. I was giving him hopes, even though I knew that I would never like him as a boyfriend.