I was single again. Not that Vicki was my girlfriend. But you can say there was something going on between us, but I ended it. I was back to my normal dull life. Back focusing on my studies and work.
Mike my best friend for over eight years was always there for me. I used to tell him everything. He alongside Rosy was the only one who knew about the kiss. He was the only one who really knew how much Rita meant to me. And when he heard about what she did, he wanted to give her a piece of his mind! He was always by my side.
Rita and Simon were still dating but nothing serious still! Rita and I were getting close again, she started opening up to me again about everything including Simon. I started trusting her again and opened up to her myself. I told her about Vicki and what happened but i didn't mention the real reason why it ended!
Later on Rita told me that she was having problems with Simon that he didn't treat her the way she should be treated! Simon was over protective, over jealous, and stuck in his ways. Plus i knew that his jealousy was mostly because of me because he knew I had feelings for Rita. He insisted that she stays away from me.
I was happy to hear that Simon said such things but acted as if I didn't care.
Sometimes I'd do things on purpose just to make him go crazy. I wanted to get back at him but the thought of seeing Rita upset always stepped in my way. I think deep inside I still had feelings for Rita but didn't want to admit them because I was still hurt from what she did.
Months later Rita and I were talking, I was telling her about some girl I met and how things are going with her. I noticed that Rita was acting weird.
The next day I asked her:
"What's wrong?"
She replied:
"Nothing..."
I took her aside and insisted she tells me what's wrong. Then out of nowhere she says:
"I was feeling jealous... Because I still have feelings for you..."
I didn't know how to respond, so I stayed quite. We were just sitting there looking at each other and suddenly Rita got closer to me and kissed me!
When the kiss was over, we were both smiling but neither one of us knew why. I had to go home so I kissed her on the cheek and went home.
As soon as I reached my room I sat there thinking about what just happened. I thought I had the best kiss when I first kissed her, but I was wrong!
The second kiss was something else completely. It was a passionate sensual kiss. A kiss full of mixed feelings, feelings of guilt, pleasure, happiness, and lust. As we were kissing I was feelings guilty for Rita was with Simon at the time. But seconds later it didn't matter, because kissing her again was a dream come true. A dream I never thought I wanted until the moment I had it.
Hours later I was back to reality, so I called Rita and we talked about the kiss. I wanted to know why she kissed me. Rita already said she still has feelings for me. But what kind of feelings would drive you to kiss a person while you're going out with another. And then Rita told me something I never thought she'd say something that would change everything...
Rita said:
"I love you..."
