I had downloaded the app back on my phone and found out where P had been staying. I rode by once or twice but she wasn't there so I decided to sit and leave a note for her instead on her doorstep. Dear P, sorry how things were left between us. I do not have any desires to have a divorce. However, I feel we should have a sit down pretty soon. Im so deeply sorry for all the hurt I have caused you. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. You have left some of your household things in the house by the way. Please stop by to talk. I love you, John. I hid the letter halfway under her rug and left. Hopefully she comes around.