I drove home in silence afraid to even utter a word to myself. I knew the doctor would get the results back soon so I tried to prepare myself for that. I took a deep breath and scolded myself saying, dammit P why'd you have to have sex with these guys? Just because you were hurt by John? Or was it because you had a sexual need to fulfill? What was it? I couldn't even answer it. Moments later I pulled up at my place and got out slowly. I had to soak myself or at least try. I put the key in the door and spotted something under the mat. When i retrieved it, I read it carefully. Fuck! John had found me! I sighed heavily and got back into the car. I had to so called get the rest of my things from his place. There was no need for talking at this point.
