John had been avoiding me and I wanted to know why. I was having this baby whether he liked it or not! I pulled up at his house moments later not caring if his wife was there or not. I had honestly had it with him selling me hopes and dreams. Either he divorce her or lose me and our baby. I beat on the door furiously and he soon swung it open yelling,"WHAT?!" I pushed past him into the house and said,"Why are you avoiding me?" He gave a blank stare and I cocked my head to the side waiting for a reply. Silence. Of course. I sighed and continued,"I am having this baby John." His eyes nearly bulged out of his head as he threw his hands up and said,"Why when no one wants it?" I snapped,"I want it!!! You didn't say that when my legs were up 24/7 on your desk!" He paced the floor and said,"Tara. I am not leaving my wife and I am not raising a child. Are you fucking insane?! You're not even capable of keeping your legs up let alone raise a child!" Something inside of me snapped and I just calmly nodded and headed for the door. I turned around one last time and said,"I don't need your permission." And with that, I left the house.
