I promised P I would be there for her even if she had AIDS. I helped her every step of the way and I enjoyed doing so. I helped her get a therapist and get her medicines as she needed daily. We weren't together but I stuck by her side like glue and I always would no matter the case. She needed me and right now I needed her too. I couldn't just throw her away I'm not built like that. So there I was with ice cream on the couch eating with her. Exactly how it's supposed to be. Long as she's living I'm content with that. That's all I need.