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Sixteen - Again

Jennie's POV

But little did I know, her hand was too fast to stop it.

She was holding my wrist, looking at me with a confused expression.

I tried to resist but her grip was too strong so I looked at her.

I looked back at her with the same confused look.

Shouldn't I be the one who's confused?

Why the hell is she looking at me like that?

The other girl slowly moved away, uttering, "I t-think I should go."

Silence and tension surrounded the place and no words could come out of my mouth.

But my eyes were still glued at her.

Why? Why can't I be mad?

Why can't I shout at her?

I hate her for suddenly leaving!

But why can't I seem to get angry...

Finally, she spoke, breaking the silence between us.

"D-did I do anything wrong?" She hesitated to ask me.

I swallowed the lump in my throat.

Honestly, I knew deep down she had the freedom to do anything she wanted.

She could just leave and that isn't under my contol.

"N-no," I said, trying to hold back the heavy feeling inside me, as I tried to push her again but she held onto me tighter.

"P-please tell me," she looked at me with a sad look on her eyes.

And at that moment, words that I've been trying to burry suddenly just appeared out of my mouth.

"S-stop...stop confusing me please," I gently hit her chest as her grip loosened.

"J-just leave if your gonna leave. Don't just suddenly appear...with a random girl. It makes me crazy. It makes me so jealous and I hate it! Because I don't even know what we are," my voice weakened saying those words.

Tears escaped my eyes as I looked down, avoiding her gaze.

I felt vulnerable and I just wanted to go home and cry.

But then I felt her touch as she gently lifted my chin toward her.

Her face was mixed with sadness, confusion yet excitement.

But nevertheless she was pretty like always.

And I hate myself for thinking of that at this moment.

Slowly, I felt her leaning toward me...

But I pushed her.

I pushed her away from me.

"Don't. Don't kiss me then leave again. Don't kiss me because you think that's what you should do. Don't kiss me and confuse the hell out of me," I murmured audibly as I held back my tears.

Speechless of my words, her gripped loosened and allowed me to move.

I was about to leave but she stopped me once again, pushing the door, pinning me against it.

"W-wait please. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for hurting you," she said under her breath.

"But I don't think I'll ever leave you again," she said with sincerity, making my heart jump.

And before I knew it, her lips crashed with mine.

Gentler than the one before.

Sweeter than anything I felt.

Our lips met each other and connected like it was meant to be.

Tears flowed down my cheeks.

Tears containing mixed emotions...

I didn't even know if allowing her to kiss me was a right decision.

Well, everything seemed right when I'm with her.

And I found myself responding...

I kissed her back, as my tongue slightly grazed hers.

I missed this.

I missed her taste.

And once again, we clashed for dominance.