Love Me, Saihara.

Chapter 8

^• Shuichi's POV •^
Kokichi..Was a very confusing person sometimes. Actually, no. He was quite confusing almost all of the time. With all of his lies and tricks and everything like that, most of the time it was really hard to tell what he was actually thinking. Especially now. He was always in his house, not coming out unless it was mandatory. I only really saw him on his way to school, and in rare cases, walking down the street. But in all honesty, it was quite concerning. He had almost always isolated himself away from his friends. At least, I'm pretty sure we were his friends. I hope he considered us his friends..Anyway, that's off-topic. But, I was honestly starting to worry about him a lot, as the whole way back from the mall, he was completely silent. Which seemed quite odd, considering basically the whole time at the mall, he was continuously yelling or just being loud in general. And this wasn't really anything new, we all knew he was quite loud at times, but that really didn't matter at the moment. What I was worried about was why he had gone silent on the way back. He was usually always talking and acting childishly, so it was odd to see him not talk and just be silent. He had said he was okay, and his throat had just hurt from yelling at the mall, but I wasn't really sure if I wanted to believe that. Or maybe, I just didn't want to believe it. Was I just looking into it too much? Was I just too worried about it? Crap. Now I don't know. I sighed, walking into my room. I wasn't really too sure about the whole situation. Should I contact Kokichi and ask him about it? Should I not? Should I ask Kaede or Kaito or Rantaro, or anybody else with better social skills than me about it? Probably. I walked into my room, closing the door behind me. I threw my phone onto my bed, starting to think about the whole Kokichi situation. I was honestly quite panicky about the whole situation. I had no idea what to do, I have horrible social skills, and I didn't really know what was going on with Kokichi. I sat down on my bed, laying down and grabbing my phone. I turned it on, unlocking it. Should I ask Kokichi about it? I don't know..I don't want to bother him with asking about it after he had said he was fine. I considered asking someone else about it, but again I didn't want to bother them about it, as it was getting quite late. And, I just really didn't want to bother someone. But...Should I? It was honestly really concerning hearing Kokichi act kind of sick saying his throat hurt. He had said he was okay but was he really? I felt like..there was something he wasn't telling me. Actually, I felt like there was something he wasn't telling all of us. And by that, I mean Kaede, Rantaro, Kaito, Maki, and I. I sighed, setting down my phone and grabbing a pillow off of my bed. I buried my face into it, slowly drifting off to sleep without really trying to. And soon enough, before I even realized it, I had fallen asleep, still kind of worried about Kokichi and everything.

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Thank you all so, so much for 1k reads!! It really means a lot to me! And with that said, I am so very sorry for the late updates! I really thought I would be able to update a lot more now during quarantine, but depression really do be hitting hard. Also, Happy Birthday, Kaito Momota and anyone who shares the same birthday! And..Happy Easter! Or as I like to say, Merry Egg Day! Anyways, I apologize if Shuichi's POV is a bit out of character, as I am a Kokichi kinnie, and I usually roleplay as Kokichi, so it's honestly quite hard to try and write Shuichi's POV. Anyways rant over, thank you for reading this far! :))

~ Author-San ❤︎