I'm sorry { sequel to Slipping Away}

.01

Luke's POV
My heart completely stopped as I read over the message over and over again hoping that it was just and illusion. That Ashton didn't just send that.
He can't do this, not with the baby, he has me, he has a whole life to live. He has to trust me again, I don't care what it takes, I need him and he needs me.
I run out of the house and ran down the street looking in his window, nothing. He wouldn't kill himself in his hotel room because someone could easily find him.
I thought, until it came in mind.
The bridge. The bridge right outside the city.
I ran as fast a I could. Until I finally came to it.
There stood my lovely Ash, the only thing keeping him from falling is his feet on the rail.
"Baby! Don't do it" I sobbed.
He looked back with red puffy eyes.
"I have to. You don't love me anymore. Sure you were drunk, but you knew what you were doing. I know you don't love me, stop pretending" he sobbed.
"I love you so much love. I thought it was you kissing me. You have no idea what I'd do without you. I can't live without you love" I cried coming closer to him.
"Stop or I'm jumping. Just let me do this and you can go back to your happy life. So you can stop babying me. GO!" He screamed.
I backed away crying.
Ashton's POV
I'm gonna do this. I know I will, nothing is stopping me.
Do it already
My mind told me
I couldn't stop myself now. I don't want to, the world will be better without me.
I love Luke Hemmings so damn much, if only he loved me.
I lifted myself off the railing.
I'm doing it.
Until I felt two strong hands around my waist.
He put me on the ground and looked at me as I turned around.
"Why did you do that?! why?! why couldn't you just let me die?" I screamed at him.
"I love you, so much. A life without you is a life not worth living in. If you died, I'd probably kill myself to be with you. I love you so much" he said crying.
I couldn't help myself but to wrap my small arms around his body crying into his neck.
He lifted my chin and kissed me softly.
I pulled away and regretted everything. I can't do this. I can't trust him, not anymore.
I ran down the street, going wherever my legs would take me.
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How is it?
Poor Ashy! Luke is just trying to help.
QOTC (question of the chapter): where do you think Ashton is going??