I'm sorry { sequel to Slipping Away}

1.3

Ashton's POV

I looked over my blood stained wrists and thighs and mumbled a soft yet loud-

"I'm sorry" hoping that Luke could hear me.

I heard quiet sobs and movement.

"Please just let me in" he cried making my heart ache, but i won't let him in; i just cant.

"No" i mumbled before tracing over the scars that spelled out I'm sorry.

I lot out a few muzzled sobs.

I cleaned up and just feel asleep instantly.
1 week later

I haven't come out of the bathroom yet. Everyday repeating itself like a pattern.

"Babe please" Luke cried for the millionth time this week. He knows exactly what I'm doing.

"I just can't" i cried the memories never once leaving my head.

"You can... we can. We can get through this, not alone but together. This is hard on me too you know" he mumbled.

He still doesn't know about my mom.

"My dad took my mom. God knows what he's doing to her right now" i sobbed.

"Ashton I'm sorry this it's happening to you. You never deserved a shit life like this" he also sobbed.

"Why can't i just die. Why can't i just leave this world where all bad things happen!" I cried.

I rocked back and forth.

"Don't go love" was all i heard before i blacked out.
Luke's POV

"Ashton?" I said strictly but loud enough for him to hear.

"Babe? Why aren't you answering?" I'm starting to get a worried.

"Ash please?" I cried as my heart starred beating quickly.

I just say and cried. Took numb to do anything else. Why isn't be responding to me?
He hates you. You should've known from the beginning.
My mind laughed. I knew this wasn't true. He loves me; right? Our read this all a joke.

I cried more knowing Ashton, my love could have left me.

I stood up without even thinking. I walked into the spare bathroom where we keep our extra razors and took one out of the package. Without even thinking it was done, and over with.