Ashton's POV
Today we are leaving for America. And just like always I locked myself in the bathroom holding up the razor to my wrists.
I hold it there for a minute.
Do it already. Gosh, some people are so stupid. Stop rethinking it. You know you'll lose. Freak
My mind spat at me. I've had enough of all this honestly.
I slid it across my wrists several times watching the blood seep out of the cuts.
"Ashton. Come on, we have to go babe" Luke said knocking at the door.
I grabbed bandages and put them on before I threw my hoodie on.
I opened the door and walked to the at with Luke.
Good job. You deserved the pain.
My mind laughed causing me to shutter.
It didn't take long to get to the airport.
We got through the guards and waited for our plane to be called.
When we boarded the plain we sat in the seats and and said nothing for a while.
"How long have you been clean?" Luke whispered to me.
I didn't know what go say, do I lie?
He grabbed my hands softly and lifted up my sleeves.
I didn't try to stop him. I trust him. I love him.
A tear came out of my eye.
And same with him.
He kissed my hand and put my sleeves down.
"I love you so much" he said laying his head on my shoulder.
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A/N
IT'S SO SHORT!!
SRY BOUT' HOW SHORT IT IS!!
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I'm sorry { sequel to Slipping Away}
FanficNew Text Message From 'Ash' 'Bye Luke. Sorry I couldn't stay strong, and hold on. I'll love you forever and always, even if you don't love me. This is the end' Sequel to Slipping away. PLZ read that first