Yoonmin Oneshots

#35 part 2

      Jimin was so frustrated, so scared, so vulnerable and yet so confused. He remembered the nights when he tried to find him, the nights where he just wanted to see him, hear him. He remembered everything with so much pain that he thought was going to break infront of Yoongi. Instead of that he just turned around, with a serious expression.

–Why did you leave?

      Yoongi knew this song was about to come. He knew that he had to explain himself so he just sighed, taking a moment to think and put everything in place but that only made Jimin groan and come closer to him.

–You can't say you have fallen out of love! He said coming loser.

       Yoongi looks at him opening his mouth to say something but he's pushed away. And he lets himself be pushed.

–Was I not good enough?

–No, Jimin, I..

–We were together for five years, Yoongi! I felt heaven with you and then you just.. let me be? He said pushing him again.

      And he had all the rights to be mad and Yoongi's hit him with words and physically. Yoongi knew that so he let him do anything he wants with him.

–What was the reason, Min? Why couldn't we have a normal break-up, kitty?

     Yoongi widened his eyes at the nickname and gulped.

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–You're such a kitty, hyung!

–Goodmorning, kitty.

–You're my kitty. Jimin says with a giggle as he plays with his hair.

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      Jimin lifted his head as they locked eyes and Yoongi felt like the air suddenly stopped in the middle of his throat.

–You said you had no time for nothing with your comebacks and that you keep overworking yourself just to have more time to spend with me.

       Jimin remembers that. Once he even passed out as he kept overworking himself, happy that he'll see his boyfriend afterwards.

–I didn't want to take your time and make you overwork, Jimin. I told you that.

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–Jimin, you can't just keep doing that! It's yhe fifth time I have to come and get you because you fainted!

–I have to! My schedule is so full and I need you in my life for a ray of sun!

–Jimin, just take your time and practice normally, with breaks. Please, baby?

–I.. I'll try.

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      Jimin nods.

–You fainted again afterwards.

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–Jimin? Yoongi said as he widened his eyes.

He ran towards the body on the floor and took him in his arms.

–Baby?

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–And... it hurted seeing you that way because of me. So I thought that if I won't be in your life anymore you'll have time for yourself.

      Yoongi bites his lip as he watches Jimin's eyes filling with tears.

–I..I said I needed y-you because y-you were m-my ray of sun.. When you left.. You left me in m-my dark place..

      Yoongi hugged him. The sudden action made Jimin almost yelp but he quickly hugged him back. He missed this. He missed his touch, his voice, his scent. He missed him so much.

–I'm so sorry..

       Jimin let out a sob as he covered his face in the older's chest. Yoongi's hands went up and down his chest in a comforting way that always calmed Jimin out. He took a deep breath, biting his lip as he felt his stomach empty.

–Please, come back..

–Jimin, I..

–Hyung. Jimin cut him off by pulling away. I need you in my life more than I need air.

      Yoongi looked at him, cupping his face and caressing his cheek with his thumb, wiping away his tears. Jimin leaned like a kitten in his touch as he looked at him and Yoongi could feel his heart beating faster than ever. The younger male was absolutely gorgeous and he seemed healthy. Yoongi didn't want to distract him again but Jimin seemed to be really down without him. Mental health of health in general? Yoongi kissed his cheeks where the tears have rolled.

–Are you sure you want me back? After everything I've done?

      Yoongi's voice was so soft talking with him and his expression too.

–Yoongi.. I l-love you so much I'd give you myself without thinking about it.

      Yoongi smiled and then nodded, earning a smile and then more tears feom Jimin.

–Really? Are you really coming back?

–Why are you crying now, baby?

–Happy tears, hyung. Ever heard of them? Jimin chuckles, wiping them away.

        Yoongi smiled and placed a kiss on his forehead.

–We can't go like this back. Your eyes are red and puffy and well most of your make-up wiped away.

       Jimin nods as he bits his lower lip.

–Let's go home.

      Home.

       What a beautiful word.

       But what if I'm already home only by having you here?

      Yoongi only nods as Jimin puts his small hand into his big one, interwining fingers.

      Maybe it's our fault for falling and being so easy with people who we love but sometimes we just feel like everything we need and want for a living is just someone to be there and support us, make us happy, make us feel loved.

        We can be heartbroken and in pain but if that person comes into our lifes everything becomes colorful again, tears dissapearing.

      Maybe we think it shouldn't end this way, that is unfair and the person deserves better but after sleepless nights of overthinking, only they know whats good and whats bad in their lifes.

      And Jimin was so happy being in Yoongi's arms again, he felt like he was in heaven.