Zoe's POV:
I shouldn't have been in the garden in the first place because of what I did Xian got me trapped in his hands.
What with my fucking heart though? Am I palpitating so bad that my heart feels so itchy and so hot? LALABAS NA ATA SA KATAWAN KO ANG PUSO KO ANY MINUTE NOW!
Why did Xian told me those things? Why did he make my heart flutter?
Not just that his soft kissable lips were in contact with mine. After kissing he catched his breath and even his breath turned me on.
Is my motherfucking body malfunctioning?!
Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili at katawan kong mag-react sa pagkaka-halik sa akin ni Xian. Parang itinitulak niya ako papalapit sa kaniya and my body did fell for it.
"Gets mo na?" Tanong niya at inilipat ang kamay niya mula sa batok ko papunta sa aking kanang pisngi.
His warm big hands almost covered my face entirely. While his endearing eyes continue to make my heart flutter more and more.
"Or should I kiss you again just to make sure-"
He leaned closer one more time towards me and slightly opened his mouth one more time trying to kiss me one more time.
His eyes started to drive me crazy even the atmosphere that surrounds us changed as he slowly leans towards me.
PUTA!!! My body screamed at my brain.
Bigla nalang akong nagising at bumalik na ako sa sarili ko matapos malango sa amoy ni Xian at sa pagkaka-halik niya sa akin.
I pushed him away from me with a shocked look in my face. "Sorry..."
I went inside the house covering my lips while reminiscing what just happened between me and Xian.
"Putangina ka Zoe-" I told myself.
"Zoe?" tanong ni manang Betty.
"Po?!" nagulat kong sagot.
"Bakit para naman atang nakakita ka ng multo? Sya nga pala nakita mo ba si Xian?" she asked. "Nandoon po sa garden sa likod." I continued walking faster than before heading to my room.
I shut the door, locked it and slammed my face into the bed.
Out of nowhere my first kiss kept on coming back to me. The sensation, the atmosphere and Xian's perfume makes me dizzy and makes me remember our kiss at the garden.
"Putangina world!!!" I screamed while my face tucked in the pillow and hysterically just gone wild on the bed.
The fact that he leaned towards me again means he wants to kiss me again am I right?! Should I just give in that moment or did I do the right to just avoid him and head back here?
"Tangina tinatanong pa ba 'yan Zoe syempre tama yung ginawa mo? Hindi ka easy girl ano?!" I told myself facing the mirror.
I smiled just thinking about it, my first kiss with... Have I gone mad?! Tangina talaga bakit naiisip ng utak ko ang mga ganitong bagay why does it keep on popping in my head?
Ganoon na ba talaga nagma-malfunction ang katawan ko to the point that it already affected my head?
Kasasabi ko lang kanina noong mag-isa ako na hindi na ako gagawa ng mga bagay na makikita ako ni Xian o di kaya ay may kinalaman sa kaniya and waht now?! We just fucking kissed!
I am broken both mentally and physically...
Patuloy kong inuntog ang ulo ko sa unan na nasa kama. Pinag-sisipa ko rin ang kama ko habang patuloy na simisipot ang pangyayari kanina sa garden sa likod sa utak ko.
BINABASA MO ANG
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