New Beginning

Chapter 2

Man i was mad ... how could he .. i walked into my room before locking it from the inside . i Dropped my stuff by my bed before opening up my laptop and going on facebook .. i had to make a new one .. becuase i left england but those memorise are still there.. i had 5 friend requests .. and it was the lads .

They added me into a chat ... i was confused why were they being so nice to me . i got a pop up from ryan " Hey gav " i smiled ryan was soo prefect but he would love me .. im too .. well me .

" Hey ryan :) " he didnt responed so i discied to go for a shower and get ready for bed when i heard a knock at my door but i just ingored it and contuined what i was doing . when i got out of the shower i saw he had messaged back but ...it wasnt him " Hey .. who ever this is stop messaging my man .. we are busy " . i just sighed and shut down my computer before crawling into bed ... not really planning on sleeping .. when i heard crying .

It was coming from next door .. i pressed my ear up againt the wall " Why .. do i always fuck everything up " .. it was geoff .. he crying " Baby you havent .. just give him time .. he knows you didnt mean to upset him " he just cried more " you know when we started trying to adpoted .... " i heard griffon, i didnt hear geoff say anything " i found out i couldnt have anymore children " i heard more crying .. but it wasnt geoffs crying .

i felt so bad they couldnt have children and they are stuck with me " oh god .. " then my phone buzzed .. it was ryan " Gavin .. im soo sorry about that laurie... Im soo sorry.. She's being trying to sleep with me for months but everyone in school knows I'm gay... Please message me back ".

I smiled knowing he's gay... But he still wouldn't want to be with me.

I locked my phone and fell asleep .

Ryans P.O.V

i got home from gavins and i saw there was car parked at my house , i pulled up and my sister ran into the house " Hey Hot stuff " i saw the head cheerleader laurie " Hey whats up " we were friends becuase im on the football team with geoff and jack .. so we all get along quite well . we both walked into my house and to me room .

" well .. you know tomorrow practice starts back up and the freshmen need a football team .. so coach came to me to tell you that he wants to do the try outs on wensday " " yeah sure .. do you want a drink " she nodded " ok ill only be sec .. get comfy " i put my phone on my bed before leaving . i went down stairs and kissed my mother hello and high fived my dad before grabbing 2 cokes and running up stairs .

" Hey here you go " i opend my laptop and started creating the sign up sheet for try outs , after a while we just chilled and i opened facebook and i saw that micheal and ray had added gavin . so i added him to .

" ill be right back " i went to the bathroom " hey " laurie said " i should get going i think my mums gunna freak out i wasnt at cheerleading .. so ill see you tomorrow " she got up and left .

i check my facebook " that bitch .. " i had been talking to gavin on my phone and she messaged him so i quickly message him back but he didnt answer so maybe i upset him so i just brushed it off and popped online with lads " Hey Ryan finally you joned .. motherfucker you take forever to come online you know that " i heard micheal say " Sorry lads luarie was over and coach said im in charge of try outs and sign ups ..micheal and jack mind given me a hand " i heard laughing .. it was girls laugh " Na i dont mind .. what about you micheal " .. i heard nothing but laughing from micheals side " Umm .. yeah i dont mind " " micheal whos there with you .. " jack asked " Hey sweetie .. go to your room .. ill come and get you soon " " Okay mickey " " MICKEY " we all shouted then laughed " guys ive been wanting to tell you for a while .. you all know my mum .. right " We all agreed " Well they have been kepping ito on the down low but my parents are getti ng back together and they only reason was my .. new sister ... so . her names Alexis ... shes not meant to be here but mom and dad went on a date and couldnt take her with them . "

" wow micheal " i said then my door brust open " james ryan haywood .. shut the fuck up .. im trying to shit " .. my sister yelled at me " Fuck off Ashley " she made a weird noise before slamming my door shut .

" wow ryan your sister is a moody bitch " i laughed " i know .. so lad are we going to play some games " " Yeah " geoff said . We played for about 4 hours " Oh shit its 2 in the morning .. im off guys ill see you later " " Bye ryan " they all said in unison i laughed .

i walked into the bathroom and had a shower the shaved before grabing some sweat before heading to bed " oh shit im sleepy " i opend my laptop to check my social media .. facebook .. youtube .. twitter and tumblr when i logged on to facebook i saw that gavin was still online " hmm weird " i went to type message but then he logged off . so i choose to look thought his photos .. and oh man were some bad .. but they were funny and cute .

i chanced to youtube and watched a few rooster teeth videos .. when i fell asleep .. and i dreamed about gavin .

Soo people its been a long time and im so sorry ive been super busy with college work and college drama and shit .. im soo sorry ... im trying my best to update for you guy .. its going to be better when summer comes along so .. i hope you all had a lovely christmas and a great start to the new year ... peace out guys :3 xx