Chasing Harry - LS [2013] [2/3]

Chapter Thirteen; Runaway

Hey my loves !

First thing is first, there's a few things that happen in this chapter, though I was really really nervous to post it. Hence why I waited 'til today... ahaha. Well, the ending is what I'm REALLY nervous about so please, let me know about it, all the thoughts.

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Chapter Thirteen; Runaway

Louis

 

I opened the Patio door, sliding in two pairs of car keys in one of the back pockets of my trousers before I stepped through the doorframe, my feet landing with a small squeak coming from the wood of the deck I now stood upon.

            My heart was pounding fast underneath my chest as I looked into the distance, watching as the fall leaves were being blown off from the branches of the trees. It got me thinking of how fast time flies by before you stop yourself and realized just how much has changed. I looked further into the outside as the colour of the lake caught my gaze. It was a shade of blue I had never seen before as the sun was starting to set, bringing in the bright orange and yellow colours it always gave out as it went down. Though, the rays felt somewhat cooler as the wind picked up a little, moving my fringe to the opposite side of where it was styled today.

            I shivered as the breeze entered my un-tied leather jacket which exposed my white V-neck t-shirt. I let out a breath as my eyes caught hold of the reason I currently stood here. I could feel my chest tighten as I looked at the one beauty that never faded in my days, the one that kept me going for so long, the one that lost hope almost every second lately and the one reason that I never really moved on―no matter how many times I’ve told myself I would.

I know I just couldn’t.

And I wouldn’t.

I exhaled the breath I didn’t know I was holding before I made my way to the stairs and descended them, letting my feet sink into the grass as I walked slowly towards what my gaze has been glued on. It was as if I had anchors attached to my ankles as I let myself move closer and closer, struggling unsure of what was holding me back. Maybe it was fear? Or maybe it was the fact that any small movement can push away everything I had sacrificed to be at this exact spot right here as I stopped myself in my tracks, standing just a few steps away out of reach.

My tongue felt thick in my mouth as words weren’t able to form.

I may have been chasing after this moment for who knows how long to this point and not once have I thought of what to say and now actually standing here, it was as if my mind and body has gone numb as I desperately wanted to just yell out something. Though, I bit on my lower lip, feeling my heart pound faster in my chest as a few pieces came loose, due to the damage I had been through, and fell to the bottom of my stomach as I swallowed the lump in my throat.