yin

5

I heaved a sighed
as I stared at  you
from the distance

I sighed of relief
at the same time pain
for constantly not noticing me
all this time.

I'm wondering
into how many
tripped on the floor
I should make up,

how much cough
should I consistently fake,

how many
blunt stares should it take,

and how much
love letters would you
like me to send??!

For you
to finally know that
somehow,

Someone
from your
outermost circle,
their is an ordinary girl 
like me!

FYI, I exist!