yin

U n d e r n e a t h

i don't want to
hate anybody

but
why do people
keep pushing me
to do so?!

yes,
I may be not
the person
you all wanted
me to be

but,
can't you
all see
i'm trying?

nevertheless,
i'm sorry
for this is me,

if i'm
not better

i'm sorry,
i'm not perfect
that's why you
aren't happy
to have me

maybe....
maybe i'll be enough,
it will be better
if i'm gone,

underneath the ground.