yin

B l u f f

i could still vividly
remember that day.
the day you no longer
choose to stay.

how I swallowed
the hard lump on
my throat.
how I control myself
from shedding tears
for the truth.

how confuse you
made me feel.
how pathetic it is,
I could tell.

i mentally questioned you
of serving me this cruelty.
you never really loved me.
you just care,
and that's the reality.