yin

E n v i o u s

after so long
I've seen you again,
walking on the corridor.
with her.

everytime my eyes
landed on both of you
i can always witnessed
your attentiveness,
your efforts,
and your love showered
only upon her.

and I admit that
I'm jealous.
jealous,
not because she have you
nor I can't have you,
too.

but because,
I'm insecure.
on how you and she
found each other.
well infact,
I've found you first.
I have treasured you first!