Summary:
Hiding from trouble is Yoongi's forte, that includes having a secret crush on his best friend Hoseok and hiding in a fictional closet. But his secret crush isn't so secret after all; soon his homophobic classmates find out about it. And of course, they can't resist showing Yoongi what they think about him. Sometimes with words and sometimes with their fists.
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I wanted nothing more than to watch anime in combination with drinking hot chocolate or just the warmness of my bed, but I still had to survive another gruesome hour of math.
As my teacher kept talking about some stuff I would never understand, seemingly without taking any breath, I couldn't stop staring at Hoseok. Well, at least I had someone who distracted me from this living hell. And this someone was very special to me: he was my best friend, but I knew I wasn't supposed to feel this way about my friends. How he sat there, concentrated on what the teacher was explaining, making maths seem like the most interesting thing in the world, even that made me go insane. His pen was casually resting between his pink lips, occasionally chewing on it. How could someone look so sexy, while chewing on a pencil?,
He was my crush, yet I didn't expect anyone to know about my little secret, because he was the only human being I could call a friend (and I specified human being because I didn't want to list all of my anime boyfriends).
Of course, no one knew about me liking boys and I was happy about that.
The first reason why, was because I used to be extremely shy and I hated attention even more than I hated math. And the second reason was actually a bit more serious, since I was scared of the reaction of my fellow classmates. Even without knowing I was gay, they kept making fun of me. Hell, if only they knew that I masturbated to yaoi everyday.
But that day I felt safe, knowing that no one suspected a thing about my feelings for Jung, well, at least not until the bell ringed.
„Yoongi! Honey, why don't you come with us for a moment, I think we need to have a serious chat with you, am I right boys?", an evil smirk was on Kai's lips, as he tried to sound nice.
Man, it had to be hard to act nice with a personality like his.. or with that face to be completely honest.
Even though I had a million comebacks swirling in my mind, I decided to just ignore him and his friends. Sadly, this technique didn't work with Kai and his gang of opinionless idiots, so Kai grabbed my arm, digging his nails into my flesh. Pain rushed through my body, making me bite my lip as reaction. „See you behind the school then.", Kai winked at me just before he finally left the classroom, leaving me alone with my own thoughts. What the fuck had he in mind?
The classroom was slowly getting emptier when I heard a familiar voice:"Yoongi! What did he want from you? I swear to god, that guy is such a giant cock and I-" , Hoseok was now standing infront of me, his friends patiently waiting for him by the door, laughing because of some inside joke I wasn't involved with. „Don't worry, it was nothing.", a fake smile engraved on my lips as I interrupted him. „Me and my friends are eating on the roof, do you want to join us?", I knew that all the popular guys ate their lunch there, but I wasn't nearly as popular as Hoseok, who was known in the entire school for his famous jokes, kind personality and good looks.
So I had literally no idea why he was sticking around with me, when almost every girl in our school would have screamed in happiness if he had invited them instead. „ Sorry, I kinda have to go now, but thank you.", as I pronounced those words I could feel Kai's gaze on me, who was leaning against the wall outside our classroom, probably listening to every single thing we were saying. „Oh, ok. See you around then.", oddly enough Hoseok looked a tiny bit hurt by what I said. „Bye", I whispered softly as he left, followed by his loyal friends.
