Summary:
Jaemin took his time to stop sulking as he chews on his bottom lip, then glistening eyes meets Mark's as he says softly, "Sometimes, can I please not be punished?" Mark look at him, a little puzzled.
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"Hyung," Jaemin calls while his boyfriend runs warm water along his back, his touch delicate against Jaemin's soft skin.
Mark hums but makes no move to give all of his attention to Jaemin.
Jaemin pull his body away from Mark, making his boyfriend startle and he whines, "I have to tell you something, can you please look at me for a while?" he pouts, eyebrows drawn closer together and his voice muffled in dissatisfaction with Mark's response.
The older of the two giggles, hands reaching for his taller boyfriend's cheeks to pinch as he scrunch his nose and smile widely, "You're so cute, my heart is going nuts because of you, Jaemin-ie." he says and pull Jaemin's face to kiss the tip of his nose. "I'm sorry, alright? What is it, hm Nini?" Mark asks softly, his thumbs running along dried tears from earlier on Jaemin's cheeks.
Jaemin took his time to stop sulking as he chews on his bottom lip, then glistening eyes meets Mark's as he says softly, "Sometimes, can I please not be punished?" Mark look at him, a little puzzled. "Hyung- I mean like, I want to be needy and clingy for fun. I know you actually like it. But can I be needy and clingy without getting punished hyung? But also, if you don't like the idea, it's alright. I like being punished too. I," Jaemin's eyes look away from Mark's eyes to look at his naked thighs. "I you being rough a lot." he says shyly.
Jaemin's request isn't a big deal. Mark can handle that. He do like Jaemin being needy. Jaemin looks the cutest and the most beautiful when he turns needy and clingy. When they first got together, Mark was a little shocked when Jaemin snuggle his face into Mark's neck or chest in public and that one time Jaemin asked for kisses over his face when he had to wait for Mark after class -and Mark kissed him all over his face in front of the entire college or Jaemin will not move. Mark really liked it though, and he grew to love Jaemin being Jaemin. What Mark can't handle is Jaemin's confession of himself liking Mark being rough. Although Mark can pretty much tell from all the moaning and whining Jaemin makes during their intimate times, Jaemin never voiced it out. Jaemin happens to be shy to talk about their bedtime.
"Hyung, stop staring." Jaemin crouch his body to look even smaller. "It's fine if you don't want it. Don't think about it too much." he reminds, his voice just as small as he seems to be.
How could Mark not think about it? If Jaemin wants it, he gets it.
"Nini," Mark cups his boyfriend's face to look up at him. "I don't mind. Instead, I like it. But, not all the time is that right? We can take turns. You want to get yourself on edge using me and you also want me to ruin you endlessly." Mark eyes Jaemin's cheeks turning a shade pinker which makes him smile like an idiot. "We can do it however you want, Nini."
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Mark pretty much ran back to his shared apartment with Jaemin after class. His boyfriend sent him a voice message in the middle of his class saying, "Hyung, please come to me. I need you." with his breath unstable, close to tears. He spend the remaining forty-five minutes chewing the back of his pen so hard it's dented and scratched. When Mark is calm, he would find that disgusting but right now, Mark could only think of Jaemin, Jaemin, Jaemin, Jaemin, Jaemin-. On his way back, he regrets not leaving the class sooner for emergency. His heart was beating so fast, worried of his precious Jaemin.
