𝒲𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒴𝑜𝓊 (𝔻𝕚𝕩𝕚𝕤𝕠𝕟)

Chapter 2 - Dixie

  I can't remember the exact moment of when it all started. I wish I could, maybe then I could figure out a reasoning for this, for all of this. It was driving me insane. I had always known I was bisexual and have even come to terms with it. But now I'm angry at myself. I'm angry for letting myself fall for a straight girl. For letting myself fall for a girl I could never have. And what I'm angriest for is letting my self fall for my bestfriend, Addison Rae.

  I couldn't believe it at first, maybe I was just tired. But as we sat on top of that roof that one night, I couldn't help it. How her lips looked oh so soft, and how her hips swayed to the songs she was blasting. Her adorable laugh and smile that never failed to cheer me up, even in the darkest of moments. I had finally realized that I was in love with Addison.

  So I thought I could get it to go away. Avoiding her was my best idea. It turned out horrible. Everyday I ached for her and it hurt me to see how sad she was. She looked so lost everytime I would walk away or ignore her. My plan was failing, but I decided not to give up on it yet. But once she gave up on trying to talk to me, I realized how much of a mistake I had made.

  Charli had been the one to tell me she was sick. I decided I couldn't just let her be alone, I know how much she despised being sick. So I made her soup in hopes of cheering her up. As soon as I saw her I had realized just how much I had missed her. She looked absolutely adorable. Her hair was a mess from being in bed, eyes droopy from sleeping, and a slight bit of drool on her lip.

  I apologized for being a jerk. I hated myself for disappointing her. But here I am now, Addison tucked into my side, lightly snoring. It was the cutest thing I had ever seen. I missed this I thought to myself.

  I was to ecstatic to fall asleep again so I just sat there on my phone, awaiting the moment Addison woke up. It was only about an hour until she woke up, but when she did I could tell she was confused. She quickly recalled the previous events and smiled up at me. "Mornin" Addison said. "Goodmorning, Addy. Are you feeling any better?" I asked."

"Yeah slightly" that was a lie, in all honesty Addison felt terrible. Her head was throbbing and her throat burned. But seeing the way Dixie had been taking care of her almost made it feel like it wasn't happening.

"I'm glad to hear that, do you want to go downstairs now?" I said gently. Addison thought for a moment and then decided it would be a good idea to go downstairs. Dixie got up first and helped the shorter girl up to. Addison hugged Dixie tightly, "Thank you" she whispered in my ear. Her breath felt like fire against my ear.

I craved it, but I couldn't do anything about it. I decided to just squeeze her tighter before letting go. She walked out first, grabbing my hand and dragging me down the stairs. "You're feeling better I see" I say while chuckling.

  Her face flushed at first, then she giggled and playfully hit my arm. Once we made it downstairs I could see Charli, Chase, and Griffin. I felt guilty everytime I saw Griffin, I was the one who broke his heart although it was never my intention.

  I broke up with him when I first realized I had feelings for Addison. I told him I lost feelings for and he was so sweet about it and understanding. I could tell it hurt him, he had changed, he was much more reserved with everyone and I wish it hadn't ended because of that.

  Charli was arguing with Chase about something stupid but I really didn't care enough to try and find out what it was. They had been dating for around two months. I didn't mind Chase but I feel like Charli could do better. As long as she's happy I think to myself as I see them kiss.

  I sit Addison down at the island and give her a bowl of Lucky Charms, her favorite. She squealed and immediately started eating. Dixie giggled at the girl and stared at her a little. I mean how could she not, have you seen Addison? The girl is absolutely breathtaking. She sighed trying to snap herself out of this trance Addison held her in. She reminded herself that they were just friends, nothing more. It hurt but at least she had Addison in one way.

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  This was a bit of a boring chapter but I'm hoping y'all were able to understand more about Dixie and her feelings. Damn I'm really bored, I'm out here writing fanfiction and shit. I promise it'll get more interesting soon, just give me time. Also do you like Charli with Chase or Avani?